"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!" Family and friends shout as Madam Claire and I walk into the backyard. It's her birthday and every year we throw a surprise party, I'm sure she now knows that there will be a party but nevertheless she acts surprised."Ncwooooooo, thank you. Blake, my baby did you do all of this?" She walks over to him, kissing his cheek in appreciation."Yes but with the help from everyone. Richard is here with your grandchildren." Her face warms up as she sprints to greet them. From what I heard, Richard leaves in another continent so it's not easy to come by very often to see his mother but he always makes it that he does arrive on special occasions. He loves his mother that much."Is he here?" I walk closer to Blake and give him a peck on the lips."No, his assistant called to say he won't be able to make it." He wraps his arms around my waist and puts his head on my shoulder, "don't stress about it, I'm sure Steven sent her a gift.""But then I wanted him to be here so tha

Okay, my door is not so far away from my bed. If I can get my arm under his neck then I can dress, drive to the mall and spend the rest of my day there. Nice plan but-"Are you thinking of running away again?" Blake's once closed eyes now stare at me.I knew that there were people who woke up looking as handsome as ever but I never thought that I would see them with my own two eyes. However, looking at the male on the same bed as me, I can't help but feel a little insecure on whether I look good right now."You know you're the first woman to do me like that." He continues to talk when I don't say a thing, just stare at him."I'm not even going to ask how many women you've been with," I finally find my voice. "I guess I'm avoiding being thrown out after sex." I stand in pain from the bed covering myself with the sheets, to the bathroom and start to brush my teeth."Firstly, I was never going to throw you out. Secondly, we made love. Not had 'sex.' Thirdly, why are you covering yourself

Remember how I said life couldn't be any happier? Well I wasn't kidding, life has been a happily ever after. It's been a year since I've been married to Blake and it is amazing! I never thought that being married could be this nice. I always had the phobia that things might not go well and sure there are ups and downs but everything has been wonderful. Bianca put to bed and her baby boy is so handsome. Took it from her and me. Also, her relationship with Tom is going pretty well. Sadly, she moved out of the Parkers' house a month ago into her new house which is amazing!As for Steven, we have not heard from him. Blake never talks about him, however, Mrs Claire informed me that he will be coming back after a whole year of being away. She wasn't very sure about the dates but she believes that it is a week or three days from now. I still don't know what I'm going to say to him since he did send the divorce papers for Blake and I. I have kept them locked up in my work desk. Opened them on

"Yesterday I was telling my friends how scared I was. Not because I have doubts about our relationship but because I'm scared of messing up what God has given me. Husby, I love you. To me, you're a blessing and I know that people love to say that you're so lucky and blessed for gaining me as a wife but they don't know how blessed and so lucky I am by having you as my husband. I don't know what will happen to us in the next coming years, however, I hope that we would remain as close and loving as we are today. To us." Charlotte raises her glass and we all follow.The band starts playing and everything becomes perfect. Today is the wedding day and it was really spectacular. We cried a lot during their vows and I got to experience love from people who aren't Blake and I.Talking about Blake, yesterday things kinda got heated. Steven and him gave each other death glares until Steven finally left without saying a word. Meaning that I was left with a furious Blake. He couldn't stop shouting

"Here we go. Are you sure you don't want anything?" Bianca helps me to sit down."No, it's fine. You let me crash in your house, I can't ask for more. I would, however, love to be left alone." She nods her head then walks out with worry showing on her face. The divorce papers were sent to our (Blake and I’s) lawyer and he couldn't stop asking me if I would want to change my thoughts but I stood firm in my decision. I also got discharged today and spent the whole day with Bianca and mom at a fancy restaurant . Not really what I wanted but they didn't really care in such a way that they knew I would have confided myself in my room my entire lifetime. They wanted me outside to smell the fresh air and try to make me feel good but that didn't happen. I use my crutches to walk to the balcony. The sun has set and the only thing visible is the moon. The sky is so very clear and even though the moon is looking for a friend on me, emptiness is continuing to dig deep in me. The memories of