Alpha Cult My friend and Beta looks at me one more time as I complain about the same thing. I guess it's the fact that he cannot believe what I'm complaining about. It makes no sense. I used to complain to him all the time about my emotional failures, and how I was tired of cleaning behind and trying to make Fey a Luna that she already is. In fact, many times I've talked about my disdain and how when I was younger, my parents made to be in charge of the pack. Well, it's no secret to my Beta in that I have a curse. And because of that, it is only the moon's goddess destined bride that can break my curse and allow me to feel what it is like to be a man that is attracted to his mate. "Irish, are you able to listening to me? I say to him, he places his hands on his chin as we train in the private gym which is open to the most exclusive pack members." This is the gym that the most wealthy and most prominent in our pack go to. There are other public gym but this one has a private me

Cult I can already hear the arguments between the both of them as I walk into the house. I knew there would be toxic misunderstanding them but I didn’t think it would be this loud. I head into the kitchen where my mother usually is, I thought the noise would be coming from the bedroom. I get there and they are not around. If not for the presence of Grace, the housekeeper, who told me about the recent changes that Fey has done to our bedroom, I would have never known that she was speaking to my mother in another bedroom. Immediately I head over there with newfound anger because of how she changed our bedroom. I wasn't planning to be upset in this conversation. I wasn't planning to take sides but, now. I will take my mother's side because Fey has proved to be adamant and she is behaving different from what she said it was going to be. “Do not talk to my mother in that manner! I say to her as I enter into the bedroom and I can see that her loads are already unpacked and ready to b

Alpha CultWhy couldn't I say a single thing? I've never had a weakness before but for the first time in my whole life, there's something present in my life that makes me surrender every single time.It makes no sense how she does it. She doesn't even have to use words to make me surrender before my very eyes. All my life, before marriage, different girls from different packs all found their to me and I was never enticed.I never once fell for it. I've always been true to what I felt and I did not fall for them. I do not know at any point in time if I was being played. Right now, I'm on a different thing.Fey has definitely played me and there is nothing I can do about it anymore.In fact, it hurts me to know that she's leaving our bedroom that I always wanted to come home to. She's a grown adult, and she's my luna. Fey is going to be decide how she wants to manage as Luna and what exactly she wants to manage. I'm not even tired from the workout that I did today. And her because of

Alpha Cult "Honestly, honestly, speaking...I do not think I would love this forth and back thing that we do." But after our dining table conversation, I've realized that it's true. I definitely should get to know her better and see what she's like, what kind of person she is because her being my wife is not the end of discussion for me. I need to put in the work if I want our relationship to work. So, because I want to build something that with the last test of time, and the test of difficulties. As her husband and Alpha, I should definitely have the patience to know her. "It was a refreshing experience to talk to her without the constant bicker and argument that happens between us." But there's something I need to fix and it has to do with Sarah. A long time ago, Sarah and I used to be closer to one another. "Many things happened and she found out that I could not love or have romantic feelings for women. Although, after finding out, she was distraught." She thought I wou

Alpha Cult. "I feel horrible." The fact that Sarah still has feelings for me makes no sense. She should have moved on from this. She should have moved on as far as away as she could have. How do I let Irish know about this? I do not want to cause drama in his relationship or give him a reason to suffer. I'm not going to follow Sarah's wickedly acts. This whole enchilada is unforgiving but Sarah cannot see that. How else do I make her understand? It's a very hard thing for me to do and I feel like Sarah is putting the both of us in a position that is unsuitable for us to stand in. How could she do this without guilt in her heart? It makes no sense. I am a better as a friend to her than a lover, especially not in this moment. This is a critical time in my life because right now, my focus is glued on someone and something else. I do not have the luxury of pursuing or doing any of the things she's asking me to do. However, I do have a responsibility to let my friend know exactly w