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It's been a few months...... I stayed with my mother for a few months to help find my brother but we didn't have any leads and so I had to go back to California, because finally Brian had been discharged and wanted to see me. But something happened in the time I stayed with my mother that I wasn't expecting it to happen so quickly. He had written me a scholarship to one of the best hospitals in Boston and finally I was one of the first to be chosen and I was with my mother when I got the message. I confess that I was super happy because things between my mother and I were going well now and Brian's recovery, too. But I really didn't expect this to happen and now I'm between a rock and a hard place not knowing what I'm really going to do after all it's my professional career after spending months dedicating myself to Brian's health and also taking care of my mother. I had completely forgotten about myself and now everything I ever wanted had happened and I was now torn between marry

I put on my best clothes and went around the streets of California, trying to understand where I went wrong. Because I got something wrong, it's not possible that I'll never be happy, I suppose I literally have to forget that my mother exists, maybe that's the only way I'll be happy. I could call Laís and fill her with my sufferings and outbursts, but I never wanted to give him a minute of peace. And now that I was being happy, I wasn't going to occupy her with my crises today. I passed by a very busy bar and decided to stop, maybe a beer and some music would get me out of this depression and forget the dump I took from the man I loved since my childhood. About that..... “Son, I left Ana at a hotel, but I'm disappointed with you because you did that?—Dad, I don't know if I can walk again, so I had to make her go on with her life without me! “Brian, you love each other and that's not the best way to work things out, I think!—Dad, I love her more-than-everything, only I know how I f

I thought that after we talked, he would understand that I was only wanting the best for him, but apparently not! He listened to me and soon after he asked his father to come get him and he didn't give me any position on us. “Brian, I can't believe he's going to walk away and not tell me anything?” "I'm so sorry, Ana!" “Do you really feel it? Because I was here humiliating myself for you trying to convince you to leave is what you do ask your father to leave!” “Ana, what do you want me to do? Dude go live your life and take the opportunity you are being offered please forget about me I'm sorry.” “Brian, if we're done I'm not going to beg anymore, I've humiliated myself enough trying to get us down right and what do you do? Tell me to forget you! Brian's father didn't take long to pick him up believing we had hit it off and as soon as he saw my face he knew. I was holding back the tears as much as possible, because I wasn't going to let him see me cry over someone who was giving m

While Ana was trying to forget Brian, would she ever know why he disappeared? Their love, yes, was strong, but he didn't want to work for anyone else and decided on his own that as soon as he was 100% recovered he would go after his beloved and finally get married and be happy. “Father, today a friend of mine who is a physiotherapist is coming, she is going to help me on this trajectory and I really hope that it works out.” “It will work out my son and I hope for your recovery!” “Dad, I will be doing this for you and I want to get well so I can finally be happy with Ana.” “Wow, I didn’t understand what you said? Two weeks ago I said I didn't want anything to do with her anymore because I didn't love her and now I decided to go after her what do you mean? “Dad, I said yes! However, I don't want to be someone's burden, I need to be better to love someone later, I can't stay like this.” “My son knows you are too complicated!” Brian's father never got involved in anything with his s

As soon as I arrived at the hotel I realized that my things were in order, but honestly fighting with my mother was a waste of time. Because in that moment she was going to be right when she told me that Brian, she was never the one for me. Do you know when you insist on something that only you want? And that's what I've done my whole life, I just insisted on something that wasn't meant to be now, my relationship with Brian, was going to be a stepbrother just because that's how it had to be. “Daughter, is everything okay?— Yes, mother, I already confirmed in Boston that I accepted the scholarship and now I can't go back!” “What a good daughter and a sign that you made the right choice!” “Mom please avoid talking and something I don't want to know is just so we don't fight anymore okay?— Of course my daughter!” While I was fixing my phone it wouldn't stop ringing and it was just that now it really was the end of everything even our dreams. And I continued doing my thing and ended u