Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Alpha’s Lottery Wife: Kabanata 101 - Kabanata 110

RAINIIt was just a day and a half before I left and as it was turning out, it was starting to look like this attraction was kind of stressing at the same thing I had to deal with reluctantly.Was this feeling perfect?Was it just mere lust or an infatuation?As that was the only thing I could feel even after all this while, it been nights while he had touched me, but still I couldn't stop thinking about him, and wishing for him to do it over and over again till I have no other part of myself to give away, I wanted him but as it turned out I was still having a hard time making up my mind.I closed my eyes. I could literally hear Bianca's heart beating as she shut the door, though deep down as well. It was as though my heart was going to fall as well with the sky that was dark and was apparently hovering over me.My chest tightened, as I looked down at the dark wood that kept beckoning.It looked calm enough to take a long walk at the same time. After the howl I heard while having

RAINI My heart raced against my chest and I couldn't believe what was happening around me neither could I make sense of what I was seeing. I owed my eyes and breathed in and out.'This is a dream, this is just a dream Raini, calm down. You'll wake up anytime soon just calm down, it's nothing but a terrible nightmare.' I muttered to myself.I repeated this procedure two more times and I became surprisingly calm though my eyes were still shut. I could hear no sound save for the sound of the breeze that wheezed past my eyes and the twigs that were shaken but the fierce but gentle wing that threatened to cut them off. Silence was all I heard afterwards and this assured me I was truly dream.My eyes fluttered open Andi jumped backwards in fright, in front of my was the biggest wolf I'd ever seen. I've seen wolves many times when I went hunting or in the woods but never have I set eyes on one which looked ten times bigger than a normal wolf. Though it's furs danced to the tune of the wind

ZAVIERI was still trying to come to terms with everything that had been happening. It all happens too fast and gets me really tired and overwhelmed.Anybody that is familiar with me knows how I so much hate things that are out of my control. I tried as much as possible to keep everything within my power but sometimes, things just have to go haywire.The main issue I am dealing with is that of Raini. I know she has every right to do whatever she felt like doing after finding out I was a werewolf. I would have let her know in a better way but I just like I said, sometimes things just wouldn’t go the way you want them to.I gently swirled around the glass cup in my hand, the red wine dancing to whichever direction I pushed the cup. I was so deep in thought, my mind thinking of several ways to right my wrongs.If I'm not facing the door, I wouldn’t know that Raini walked into the kitchen. Immediately she saw my form sitting at the far end of the island, she turned away, about to walk bac

RAINI I woke up to find myself naked on the bed, images of last night flooded into my head as it played on how Zavier and I had sex. I was filled with anger and felt so foolish for what I had done, I felt disgusted with myself and stood up from the bed. Zavier must have gone out as he was presently not in the room, still feeling disgusted with myself, I hurried into the bathroom. I needed to wash myself because I felt unclean at that moment. I got into the bathroom and turned on the shower to take a hot bath, I started to wash myself, hoping it was going to make me clean. The water wasn't helping, no matter how I scrubbed myself, I still felt dirty. I was frustrated, how could I have lose guard, how could I have let Zavier have sex with me? Damn it! I was heartbroken, it wouldn't go, it now felt like it was inside me. I couldn't help myself but burst into tears, I turned off the shower and got out of the bathroom, sobbing silently. I met Bianca who seemed like she was waiting for

RAINIIt was still very difficult to come to terms with the fact that I had fallen in love with a wolf…No matter how long my mind had processed the thought, I couldn't still let myself believe in it.The whole picture was still at the back of my mind and all I was trying to do was paint the whole scenario over and over again.Even those seconds of letting my heart beat, those seconds that were filled with the time I walked down the stairs to the hallway.Zavier is a werewolf...My mind seemed to want to scream, Zavier that I have been living with for months is a werewolf.I am still finding it hard to let that sink into my head. “Why will he do this to me?Why did he not tell me and allow me to find out how I did?Why did he lie?These were the questions that kept moving through my head as I made my way out of the house. Even as the scent of him was everywhere, even as I tried to numb the feeling I was getting from the whole situation, it was hard, hard to comprehend.I felt like o