Semua Bab I'm His Lover: Bab 41 - Bab 50
65 Bab
CHAPTER 41: SCARED
I spring to my feet and immediately set Landon down on the chair before regaining my standing position. "Are you serious?" This is a question that I ask with my eyes starting to well up. I can't even begin to express how happy I am, yet at the same time, I have no idea what to make of this. It's been so long since I've experienced these emotions that I can't even remember the last time they came over me. If they ever did."Yeah, I am." "I'm sorry," she continues, grinning through the tears that are streaming down her face.I hear a lot of people praising one another and clapping their hands, in addition to a few other things, but all that I can think about is the beautiful woman who is standing in front of me. The transformation from a pleased to a sad countenance is so palpable that I can feel it happening to my face."What exactly is it that's bothering you?" Alyanna expresses her concern by asking the question. "Are you certain that you do not wish to have any more children?" She c
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CHAPTER 42: LOVE BY A FATHER
Before picking me up and placing me on his lap, my dad walks over to the chair I was sitting in and takes a seat there himself. "I'm afraid, dad." I need some time to regain my composure, so please excuse me while I go get it."I know." While he does so, he rubs his fingers in a circular motion all over my back. It is beyond my ability to fathom how anything like that could ever be comforting, but it is."I love him." I would suggest standing up and walking over to where he is sleeping as soon as possible."You do?" My dad asks. "At what point did you grasp the significance of that?" As he gets up from his seat, he requests that I take it so that he can have more space."After the wedding, there followed a brief period of time. Maybe even far earlier than that" I recite it to myself while putting on an act of embarrassment by dropping my head."Is he aware that this is happening?" In the midst of him kneeling in front of me, he poses the question. I can only nod my head. Why wouldn't
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CHAPTER 43: KNOCK ON THE DOOR
Someone is banging on the door, and I can hear it. You know, you really ought to get outside and get some fresh air. It was the nurse who had been there earlier once more."What?" I enquire about it while simultaneously picking myself up off the ground and drying my eyes with a tissue.You need to get out of the hospital and eat something different from the meals that are provided for you there. According to her, she is growing more prepared.I ask Mark this question as soon as I turn back to face him: "Where would I go?""There is a restaurant a little further down the street, in addition to a coffee shop that is just across the street from it. To get your thoughts organized, you need only to go for a walk outside." She instructed me to come over here so that you can provide me some consolation in my time of need."Have you ever been there before?" "Are you familiar with the name of the restaurant?" I ask standing up. Whenever Mark and I go to our favorite cafe, I seem to recall bein
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CHAPTER 44: MAD
Instantaneously, my look shifts from one of surprise to one of wrath. "What in the name of all that is holy are you hoping to achieve by being here?" I enquire in a tone that is authoritative."I come to see my son," the mother remarked as she entered the room. According to him, he is getting closer."It is imperative that you have been a part of this community from the very beginning. This happened place twenty-four hours ago to the minute. When did that take place, and where were you?" I've had it up to here with the way that he treats Mark, so I decided to inquire about it."I was working." He says this without exhibiting any sorrow in his comments at all, which is surprising.Do you consider the importance of your job to be higher than the importance of your son? I ask stern again. That catches him off guard completely."Of course not." He makes an effort to deceive you."Liar." As I feel tears welling up in my eyes, I murmur something under my breath. I can't help it."I am not l
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CHAPTER 45: ONLY CHILD
The speaker told the audience, "I'm not going to coddle you as Charlie did for me." Charlie had been the last speaker. As propped up against the vehicle, I inform Mark that I will be bringing his crutches to him in a moment.The speaker stated, "I never asked you to," in response to the question. He said that he was taking them and that it was tough for him to get his movements started in the beginning when he first started taking them.According to him, all that needed to be done was to continue putting "one foot in front of the other." This is something I yell about while walking in front of him and not really paying attention to what it is that he is saying."Uh Alyanna?" I've made the decision to give it another shot. "If you were able to assist me in any way, it would be very appreciated. The ground beneath you can make it challenging to keep your balance." When I look up at him from below, I see that he has three legs instead of just two. if you exclude the one that was damaged
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CHAPTER 46: LANDON
"Landon," he yells out to the other person. The pupils in the eyes that were located at the very back of my head enlarged once more.The grandchild elaborates, "That was the name of my grandfather." "That was the name of my grandfather." I gave another resounding sigh against his chest as I continued talking. You are aware that those names may appear to be quite arbitrary to some people. I say this while casting my gaze in his direction.The speaker ensured the listener, "You have my word that they are not," that they were not. I give him a look that indicates my confusion, but he immediately switches the topic of our talk to something else. Do something that will change things, even if it's only for the better in a small way. "Well, those are the names that have been given to me. Good, that's settled then. What can you say about yourself and your experiences?" He asks. I'm just giving a very light rub to this location on my arm.She explained, "Well, I am aware that this isn't how it
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CHAPTER 47: WATER BROKE
Radiation therapy has now been completed for the first two weeks of the treatment. The days of the week that I attend are Sundays and Thursdays. It has come to our attention that this particular kind of radiation is a totally novel kind that we have never seen previously in any of our investigations. My most recent battle with it was of the severe variety, during which time everything hurt and I was unable to move about very effectively. This time, I'm not nearly as weary as I was, and the only place of my body where the skin is peeling off is my shoulders. That doesn't get on my nerves in the least.After getting his walking cast adjusted, Mark is finally back at work. At this very moment, Abby and I are decompressing at home by watching a movie together. Today marked the beginning of my fifth and last session of radiation therapy. I couldn't be happier right now if I tried.She gasps, "Oh my god," while grabbing her stomach and expressing shock at the situation."You ok?" I inquire
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CHAPTER 48: HOLD
I push the thought out of my mind and proceed to the nursery to check on the young girl. "Would you like to take her in your arms?" Abby has a question as she is looking to me for direction.She said, "Well, of course I do," to his question. I am going to propose that we make an effort to get in touch with the tiny angel. I take her in my arms and give her a sweet kiss on the sweetest part of her lovely head before setting her back down. "She is such a dollop of sugar. " What I mean is, don't take your eyes off of her when she's asleep. "Hey Lexi, you can call me Auntie Alyanna, or Riri, or maybe even simply auntie." I continue to kiss the top of her head, and as I do so, I lower my voice."You're a natural." My dad says. I turn around so that I am facing him, and I smile at him as I do so. After that, I shift my focus to Mark, who is looking at me in an extremely direct manner. It's possible that my imagination is playing tricks on me, but it seems like I can see love in his eyes. I'
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CHAPTER 49: TEARS
Even though there are now officially only five days left till Christmas, I still have no idea what to get Mark for the holiday. My dad is easy. Every year, instead of buying each other a new present, we give each other the same same one. Socks and an obnoxious Christmas sweater for the following year, which can be hung up as a decoration then. The socks are worn because we take pleasure in being stereotypical, but in addition to that, they are amusing, and they frequently compliment the hideousness of the sweater. The practice of donning the sweater is nothing more than a lighthearted tradition. Because Maddy is now a part of the yearly custom, my dad and I are going shopping today to select a present for her to open on Christmas morning. When we get there, maybe I'll be able to figure out what to get Mark for a present and then get it to him before we go."Ready?" Immediately after I got into his car, my father questioned me about something."Sure." I say.I get a sight of him inspec
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CHAPTER 50: LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT
Do you feel that it is possible to meet someone and instantly fall in love with them? Her suggestion is that we maintain a comfortable distance from one another."Sure I do." When it came to Mark, I had exhausted all of my options. Although it took some time for it to register in my mind, I can say with certainty that it did take place."In my judgment, this is precisely what occurred with Kevin," She swallows and then sits up in a more upright position. She stated, "I never really went for the glasses type of nerdy looking guys, but when I saw Kevin and he got coupled up with me for a project, I knew I wanted him in my life." "When I saw Kevin and he got teamed up with me for a project, I knew I wanted him in my life." "I never really went for the type of nerdy looking people who wore glasses," she said. She says smiling. "Are you kidding me?" She inquires as she turns her head to look at me in the face."No, that's what we refer to as love," she said. I say this while firmly grippin
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