Natasha's POVI felt shivers down my spine when a cold splash of air washed over my body.I quickly closed the small window at the corner of the kitchen. It's windy outside and it's seriously giving me chills.With everything that happened today, I feel so tired. I'm a she-wolf and I don't usually feel exhaustion but because I'm in my normal form and I'm not around my pack, I feel soreness and tiredness.This day is exhausting but I can't deny that it was fun and I enjoyed it.After the photoshoot, everyone cleaned up and wrap up and when I thought we can already go home, Elyse snatched me from Valerian and brought me to her favorite restaurant-- her fifth favorite restaurant.Honestly, I was thankful that Elyse did that because I was feeling suffocated around Valerian after what happened-- after that awkward and embarrassing incident that I want to bury at the back of my mind. I needed a breather and Elyse came to the rescue once again.But, unfortunately, as much as I enjoyed everyt

Natasha's POVI felt my heartbeat grow faster as twice as before as I eyed Valerian.I swallowed hard when he slightly lowered down his pants but did not completely take them off.And when I saw his. . . oh shit.I know it was big when I unknowingly held it but seeing it right now-- bare-- damn it. It's huge!And when I say it's huge, I meant it's HUGE.Oh My Gosh.I can't count how many times I swallowed hard already but swallowing hard is the only thing I could do to at least try to bottle what I feel right now as I look at him and his manhood.It's just that, I can't believe I'm seeing him right now. . . so close to my face and specifically my eyes, and I don't understand and know why I can't seem to take my gaze off it. I'm rooted in my spot and my gazes are frozen."You like what you see, darling?" I heard Valerian speak all of the sudden finally snapping me back to my senses. Valerian sounded amused as he said what he just said but the desire and lust are still lingering in his

Natasha's POVI want to tell Valerian to get off me but it's like my body had froze and I can say or do anything.He's on top of me right now while looking at me with intense eyes as his fingers softly grazed my collarbone.I swallowed hard to calm my always erratic heartbeat when he was so close to me."Tell me, Natasha." Valerian paused as he penetrated me with his piercing eyes.I want to avoid his gaze but it's just impossible to when he locked my eyes in with his.Damn it."Did you miss me?" He breathed deeply. "When you go out with Elyse and have fun, do you think of me?"I took a sharp breath when Valerian's hand traveled from my neck to my chest.He didn't move his hand and just place it there but it's enough that my mind is on a haywire right now.At this point, I wonder what are things he would do that won't make me feel like this."You've been out pretty late these past few days, what were you doing, huh?" he whispered again but this time, his tone went from calm to firm. H

Natasha's POVIt’s been 3 days. . .3 days since that happened. . . since something happened between me and Valerian and after that something changed between us.His treatment towards me changed. He became gentle-- in the most gentlest way. And oftentimes, I find it weird. Not only because I’m not really that used to that kind of treatment towards me but especially because that kind of treatment is coming from a vampire named Valerian Fenrir-- the devil himself.In my mind this is just part of the punishment Valerian is giving me for I don’t know what reason but if this is a punishment, Valerian’s actions right now doesn’t seem like one.Was it because something happened between us? Was that the reason? Probably yes, because there was no other reason for him to start treating me different— extra special.I was just sitting on the chair facing the window, getting lost in my trail of thought when suddenly I heard three knocks on the door before it opened, revealing Valerian.“Natasha,”

Natasha's POV"So, is Elyse coming?" I asked Valerian.For the past hours, I tried so hard to avert my attention from worrying and thinking too much about Sayna. I could not do anything right now but find out what's the reason why Sayna can't track me because if Sayna could not track me, does it mean that anyone from my pack could not too? If so, why?I want to know. Badly.And for now, I can only think of one way to be close to the truth.Hanging out with Elyse in these times will not only clear my mind. I can maybe dig up some information too.Valerian just nodded at me.I smiled. Not a forced one this time.Valerian wasn't lying because not a long time had passed before Elyse arrived in his office."Natasha!" she exclaimed enthusiastically.As usual, this girl has a lot of energy. She just really never runs out of enthusiasm."Hi," I greeted back with a smile, feeling a little bit better now.Seeing Elyse calms my thoughts down. Probably because of her energy and maybe because she