Getting outside the car is there Demitri and Analise waiting. We get in, none of us talking as we get taken to the venue. Getting out we walk in and take our seats, Shaun turning and looking at us. Well this is going to be fun, I watch as he walks over to us. "Upset anyone else, and I swear I throw you out." I look at him confused, who have I upset? "Oh, pipe down Shaun, all I did was tell your mum the truth days before the wedding. It was you who made Anaya cry on her wedding day. Go back up there before your wife walks in." Shaun looks at Demitri and walks off. "Sorted Puddin, you can enjoy Ivy's wedding and ignore him. I nod, I hope so, I watch as he walks back over, great. "Just a warning, I know things. So, if you two want to act like assholes over the baby she lost today, guarantee one of you will be divorced." He turns and walks off, I look between Marcus and Demitri confused. "It will be nothing, he has moaned leave him to it puddin."

I see Issy walking towards us. "You are awful, why the hell would you do that Marcus why?" I look at Issy, she hasn't taken this well at all. "I can't believe you phoned and got me sent home for being mentally unstable, you had no rights, you, MJ and Dad had no fucking right." "I tried stopping her, Luna and Alex are next door with Demitri." I nod and smile at Jackson, I am glad, they don't need to see this argument. "I did what we all thought was best Issy, I get it, I do. Hell, even your dad gets it, losing Wayne was bad, but you have Elsie to think about." She stands staring at him. "It was my choice Marcus, mine and mine alone. You had no right removing that choice from me, if I want to live over there I could, it has nothing to do with you. I wasn't hurting anyone." I knew this would happen, she has been forced back here, forced to see where she married Wayne, everything. "Oh, grow up Issy, you're hurting Elsie, or does she not matter in your mind? She lost her fucking dad,

We watch as MJ disappears. "I would have come back, Kitty." I feel myself laugh looking at him. "You can't say that Master, even then when you came back you still couldn't tell me you would have come back, that is what scared me then, that you would choose to leave me and have me think you moved on and watch me fuck Demitri rather than coming back and admitting you didn't know who it was." I don't want to argue, but right now Shaun has brought everything back up. "Kitty, what do you want? I thought I was doing what was best." I look at him shaking my head. "You have no idea how I feel Master, and you wouldn't. Look around you, when have you ever sat there and thought I didn't love you enough to come back? That I loved you so little I would happily stay hidden away for six, ten years hell even a lifetime? Then finding out I had lied for years, for most of our marriage and lied about what happened in England? What sort of husband or father does that?" A

"He was been honest Anaya." I look up at Analise, I can't even look at her I feel guilty. I watch as she walks over and sits down. "He and Marcus spoke about it, years ago, back way before we got married. All three of us spoke about it. Demitri right now hates himself so don't hate him, they thought keeping it from you was the best, Demitri now realises all it caused was all this."  I hate myself more though. "I was jealous, hell that was why I ran that Anaya, I could see no matter what that love wouldn't go, no amount of time no matter how much I hoped it would. Sadly, one way would only ensure he stopped loving you as much, and I wouldn't be so cruel to wish that on anyone." "Anyway, as I said, I ran I was jealous as hell, but I did realise he loved me, maybe not as much as he loved you, but he did. I was willing to put it behind us because I could see you and Marcus were perfect, and that you had a chance to have Demitri and you refused over and over.

Getting ready I walk through to their house, knocking I wait, Analise answers the door and smiles at me. "I said you wouldn't move without saying goodbye." Sadly, I would have. If that was the way to save me and Marcus, walking in Demitri looks up at me. "You lied to me Anaya, you said you knowing wouldn't have ruined us." "It didn't, Demitri I wasn't moving because you told me. I was moving to prove to Marcus I would always choose him, I was moving to prove that point to him." I wouldn't run just because he loved me. Analise walks out of the room, walking in I sit next to Demitri, I don't want him hurting because of me. "So, I lose you from my life anyway, were you even going to tell me?" "No, I'm sorry Demitri, you know I love you, but I can't ever choose you over him." And right now, I hate that. "I shouldn't have said, just leave me, Anaya, everyone always does." I feel myself cry, I don't want him hurting. "I'm not moving