Semua Bab The Forbidden Desires (ENGLISH): Bab 1 - Bab 10

"Are we almost there?"He just nodded his head. He never spoke to me again. I pouted and remained silent as well. It’s strange but I’m completely comfortable even if he doesn’t talk. I feel like I’m used to him being like this.He didn't explain how we met and I really can't remember him. I closed my eyes and thought about the events ten years ago like he had mentioned. I tried to recall despite the headache it was causing. It's blurry—that's the first thing that came to my mind. It’s weird but I don’t know what happened ten years ago. My memories from those times were clouded. I opened my eyes and stared at him. I really couldn't remember the two of us meeting before. My eyes wandered as we left the province. There were many cars and people on the road. I grew up on a ranch so I was surprised by the towering buildings we passed. I lost my attention on him because my gaze was captivated by the outside scenery. "Are you still studying?" I was surprised when he spoke. I nodded at h

I tied my hair in a messy bun while typing my report on my laptop. It's already vacation now but Mrs. Monte left me some tasks that will help for the upcoming school year. The chair I was sitting on spun around in surprise as the door to my room suddenly opened. I stood up when I saw Silas enter and only wearing his lower clothes. I couldn’t help but stare at his body. His hair was damp as his toned stomach with eight-pack abs were shining because of sweat.I took cautious steps as I approached him. Even though I hadn't locked the door… I hoped he wouldn't just walk in so casually. I used to be quite childish back in the province, but after he brought me here, I became more careful about how I should behave. I'm cautious about showing my true nature because I'm afraid of his reaction—afraid to be scolded. It felt like his eyes, like that of a hawk, were often fixed on me, waiting for me to make a mistake.“Would you please knock next time?” I asked with my low voice.I didn't mean an

I stepped back when he stopped in front of me. I stopped retreating when I felt the wall behind me. I glanced sideways to avoid making eye contact with him. I just wanted to disappear into the bushes next to me or perhaps be swallowed by the ground. “Do you know that it’s not right to hide and secretly listen between two people’s conversation?”“I’m not hiding!” I looked up at him and it was too late to regret what I had just said.A corner of his lip lifted into a smirk as he leaned one hand against the wall above my head. I lowered my gaze as he moved closer; his face inches from mine.“Oh . . .” He sounded sarcastic. “You are not hiding? So, you mean you admit you overheard our conversation?”I closed my eyes tightly and couldn't speak. I should have just gone straight to the kitchen! What possessed me to stop and eavesdrop on their conversation? “Don’t scare her!”My eyes flew open. The woman behind him laughed as she looked at me. I swallowed hard as my gaze met with Silas. H

I took a deep breath in the cold wind. My mouth felt like it was about to smoke. I was wearing a thin white dress that only reached just above my knees. My white dress was now almost the same color as my skin. I raised my palms and placed them on my lips to catch the warm breath. Then I rubbed them to ease the cold. My lips are getting redder from the cold. I licked my lips from time to time to prevent it from drying out. Because of the cold, my lips and throat were getting dry. We've been walking in the woods for a few minutes now, but they haven't stopped to gather firewood. The wind isn't strong, but it's extremely cold. Maybe because of the trees? There's still some sunlight peeking through the leaves, but it's still cold. Silas and his friend Elle are ahead of me. Neth and I are behind, trailing. The curly tips of my hair swayed as I let it fall on my back. It was touching my lower back. My hair is long, thick, and very black. My eyes are round and very dark. My lips, almost t

“Why do you look like that? What happened to you?” Gineth greeted me as I entered. “Didn't Ate Elle see you? She's calling for you, and Lola wants Kuya Silas because it's time to eat.”I ran my fingers through my hair and bit my lower lip. Why do I get so angry when it comes to Silas? I'm not usually like this, it's just now. Maybe it's because this is the first time I've ever had an argument and shouting match like that. Maybe this is how I get angry, and I just didn't know it. “Kuya!”I closed my eyes tightly when I heard Neth calling her brother. Neth was looking at my back, and it seemed Silas and Elle were also inside. I heard Elle's faint laughter as Silas walked past me. Silas didn't even greet his own sibling. Without looking back, he headed to his room.“He said he's going to take a quick shower to cool off,” Elle told Neth.The girl glanced at me with a meaning in her eyes before going to the kitchen. Neth followed her gaze and looked at me, appearing confused. “Did you an