KRISTINA'S POVNathan and I fell for each other easily as it showed his utmost care for me. I fell in love with Nathan even more. So I decided to tell Nathan who I was and what I was pregnant with. I gave birth to triplets, with Nathan as the father. He did everything he could to accept my children, but my children wanted to know about their real father because Nathan did not have the same blood wolf as them. When we were living in peace, I suddenly received an order from Alpha Laurence to return to the Crimson Snow Pack.I refused to obey Alpha Laurence's orders, unwilling to leave my job, children, and other responsibilities to Nathan. However, Alpha Laurence kidnapped me, and the triplets lure me to a place where Laurence's troops are waiting. I was frustrated, I flatly rejected all of Laurence's wants even if he was nice to me after I returned. When I finally escaped him after weeks, I found Nathan in a similar state of panic. I couldn't believe that I had been gone for month

KRISTINA'S POVI sit there on the couch thinking about my nightmare until I fall asleep. It feels strange waking up in this new world, surrounded by people whom I'm not completely familiar with. I wonder for a minute whether I really made the right choice to live in this city. What if they decide that this city is too dangerous to live in? They won't let me stay, and I would probably die anyway. Would it be better to stay here and become a part of their society, knowing that I can do something useful in life, but also knowing that I can never really belong there? Will it be worth dying for? I can't answer these questions anymore because I don't know the answers either. So, I try to focus on the present and the future instead.Suddenly, what the wolves said came to my mind. Is it true that Alpha Laurence is missing? Or it's just another show for him to get me again.Laurence is desperate to get me back, not just to use me. Could it be that he has fallen for me too? Maybe he actually

KRISTINA'S POVSlowly, I crawl backwards on the bed. I don't know why, but a chill creeps down my spine when I suddenly feel it's cold nose running along my neck. My eyes widen in horror. I can hear it sniffing me carefully. I'm starting to panic. My mind is flooded with thoughts and worries, but my heart is beating fast inside my chest. It's pounding against my ribcage uncontrollably. I'm shaking uncontrollably. It's so strange. Why would my heart suddenly start beating so violently? Why does it feel like there's someone holding onto my ribs tightly? Why does it feel like my lungs need more air? Why can't I breathe? Am I having a heart attack or something? The wolf's nose is getting closer and closer to my chest, inhaling deeply every single time I exhale loudly. And then, suddenly, its body stiffens up and it whimpers quietly. It's like it's saying "sorry". Its eyes slowly close and I can see it falling asleep. I sigh in relief. Thank goodness. After that, everything becomes muc

KRISTINA'S POV "I wish that I could change who I've become, but I can't. I don't even remember being this way. It hurts so badly." I look at him through blurry eyes, trying hard not to cry. "Everything is so complicated right now. I hate that you're still not ready to tell me what's going on, but–" I break off as another wave of tears comes crashing down on me. Nathan gets up and comes over to the bed. He kneels down next to me and wipes my tears away with his thumbs. "You are so brave, Kris," he whispers. I shake my head. "Not really," I admit in a whisper, still crying. "I'm terrified, Nathan." "What are you scared of?" He asks calmly? "Whatever it is, we'll work it out." I look up at him. "I don't think so," I responded in a shaky voice. "The last person who showed me unconditional love... Well, I guess they were right to call me an experiment." "Kris, I don't understand. I promise I won't judge you, no matter what, okay? Just please talk to me," Nathan pleads, taking both o

KRISTINA'S POVJust right about when I was living a peaceful life, I heard Alpha Laurence was agitated by how Aliyah flirted with his beta, Carl, even though they were already married for several years. Alpha Laurence eventually evicted Carl from his position as the pack's beta, leading him to head over the Black Fangs Pack together with Aliyah.However, I was frustrated, I flatly rejected all of what Alpha Laurence wanted even if he was nice to me after I returned to his territory. Laurence was desperate to have me for his own, not just to use me but because he finally fell for me. In this case, it wasn't love, but lust. He had been trying to get with Aliyah since their marriage started. The only reason why we were now having trouble is that Aliyah had her mind set on someone else, but she couldn't seem to tell who yet. It's frustrating to watch her slowly move towards him and fall head over heels in love. Even if you know what is wrong, it won't work out unless you do something, e