Lahat ng Kabanata ng Helplessly inlove with my best friend: Kabanata 81 - Kabanata 90

The drive back to school was so long and agonizing. A lot was going through her mind, she never thought she would get to that point in her life, when she would see suicide as an option, but the way she was looking into space, and thinking about all the crazy things that has happened this past weeks, all she could think of is ending her life. What was the point in living a life, that is full of regrets and wishes that are never going to come through. If she had known things would turn out this way, she would have stopped him that night. That night when he pulled her close into his bosom, and kissed her hungrily, She thought of it too, she thought of pushing him away, but her body wouldn't let her, she had yearned so much for his love, and touch, and having him come to her like that only made her dreams come through, but little did she know that he was working under the influence of alcohol.She remembers that he had told her that, what he did that night, is what he had always wanted

Waiting for him, trying to get him to speak to her, and acting like a good friend to him was not working, for he kept calling to find out what was going on with Kiara, who was probably on her own crying her eyes out. No matter what Ariana does, Myles didn't seem to see her at all, she decided that she needed to see Darius, he needs to know what is going on, and what they have to do about the change."I guess I will see you later then, at the school, since you came back for the exam, I am sure that is what Kiara also came back for, which means, we need to be a couple at the school, and you cannot be looking at her, while you are with me, we have to make it look real". She pointed out, because all he has been giving her, is the wring attitude all through, but he shocked her even more with his next statement."If all things work well, I may not be there for the exam, it could be taken online. As a matter of fact, I am begining to get tired of the school, the only reason I wanted to scho

Discovering she was pregnant with Myles' child, who was now involved with Ariana devastated her, but she refused to believe it."Please tell me it is not true". She begs, but the nurse seem to have seen this a lot, as she grabs her by the hand. "I know how you must feel right now, but having a child, is a blessing, not a curse, and no matter the circumstance, you should embrace this gift with both hands, do you understand? She spoke as though she has wished to have a child herself, but failed, or she have lost a child dear to her.Kiara took back her hands, and immediately sat up."This cannot be true, I am Doomed, I am finished, this is a disaster". She became restless, as she doesn't know where she is supposed to focus on, as the case may be, but the nurse was there for her, looking at her like she understands her inner turmoil, as though she knows what she is passing through, even when she cannot recall ever seeing this nurse before."Where am I? She asked, and she was told that

Kiara and Meriden, got to Oklahoma, late in the night, and though she was supposed to be feeling weird, about following a totally stranger to a strange place to stay with her strange son, she didn't feel anything, she felt safe and normal, deep within her, she could tell that she is not going to regret her decision of coming to Oklahoma. or so she thought.Upon arrival, her son was already standing outside, he wore a green T shirt, and with a broad smile. He looked normal to her, except for the fact that he was carrying a teddy with him, cuddling the Teddy, as if it were a baby, and so was she, she was carrying the teddy Myles had gotten her, the teddy is suddenly her only best friend now, and no matter how much she hates the buyer, she couldn't hate the teddy, for it has been with her for so long, keeping her secret, and judging her not."Hello, I am Josh". He introduced himself, and they both shook hands. He has such a fine British accent."I am Kiara Dylan". She replied, with a fe

The confusion was evident on their faces as the exchange of glances between mother and son, seemed to last an eternity. Each glance carrying the weight of uncertainty and fear. Myles didn't want to get his hopes raised, only to be shattered later, so he chukkled, trying to get his mother to look his way and do same, as they have lived with the belief that he was carrying the disease, and only he knows how much it had hurt him to push away the one person he loves so much, and now, he is being told that it is all a lie, but looking at his mother, to react the same way he was reacting, she seem to be taken by what doctor Raji have said, and she is about to get her hopes raised. With the way they were staring at eachother and at him, he seem like the only confused one there. He felt a knot, forming on his stomach, a mixture of apprehension, and determination, churning within him. Since his mother isn't ready to speak, and the doctor had asked a question, waiting for the answer, he ha