Lahat ng Kabanata ng Bilione Reasons Not To Date My Billionaire Ex: Kabanata 241 - Kabanata 250

Alex's POVHe got me back in my bedroom squealing like a little girl. I was furious, his touch was doing to my body what I always imagined he would, drive me crazy. Not that I necessarily imagined him touching me under the table while my family was around but Adam knows how to be resourceful and he knew perfectly well that in that situation I wouldn't be able to react. I waited for something like this to happen for years, God knows how many times I dreamed about it and how hard I wished for it. How ironic is it that exactly when I decide to try and leave him behind something like this happens. It almost makes me wish Ive given up sooner.Our first kiss happened when I least imagined it, but it was by far greater than any fantasy or any expectation I ever had. It felt like an explosion of fireworks that only left me wanting more, thank God for the little pride I had left that made me able to resist him. Even if I wanna give in the doubt would eat at me. I can't trust his feelings when

... "Who the fu*k is Marcello?" If this was Adam jealous, I hate to admit that there is a part of me that likes it. "A friend," I say in a tone that might lead him to believe otherwise. "Alex dont go playing games with me. I hated Enzo even before I was able to understand my feelings for you, you have no idea the hatred another man could awaken in me if he so much as looks at you the wrong way. Even I still dont know just how far this love could take me if someone tries to steal it from me." I'd lie if I said that his words weren't getting to me even tho it was hard to focus on them when all I wanted now was to be crushed under his weight. "Dont worry Adam, no one can steal what isn't yours." I thought I was being smart, even funny. What I didn't count on was the flicker of something unknown in Adams's eyes as the words left my lips."Are you sure you're not mine?" Adam asks as he traces my neck with his cold fingure, over my collarbone down to my chest and my breast starts to rise

I left Autumn and Domenic alone as I went back to my room seeing how I had just enough time to have a shower before Enzo told me they would come to pick me up. The mess Adam and I made was nowhere to be found and my dress was ironed and waiting for me. I would lie if I said that I didn't imagine myself in bed with Adam many, many times but I never expected the man I always thought was sweet and gentle to have that much raw passion inside of him or the fire it woke up in me.Just thinking about it made me feel so hot that now that shower would have to be cold. I took my time putting on my makeup, for some reason I wanted to be flawless. I straightened my hair, then I put it up into a slick back ponytail that gave off bitch boss vibes at first but then I thought that made my ears stick out so I took it out and decided to curl it. I had my favorite red bottoms that always made me feel like I was ready to take on a runway show and the best thing about them was they never made my legs hurt

What exactly did I say yes to right now I wasn't sure. Did I want to be with Adam? Yes. I wanted that for a long time. Do I believe him when he says he cares about me? Yes. But does he love me? He seems to be having a hard time understanding his feelings and I dont have the luxury of having him test it out on me. It's so hard wanting to give in when there is so much at stake. Adam seemed happy as he looked at me with a smile as his face was between the metal bars. I did say yes, but not to being with him. "Hold your horses, Adam. I'm saying yes to give us a chance to calmly talk about it when we get out. Dont jump ahead of yourself." I keep thinking about the advice Mrs.Hendrics gave me, to make him suffer. I have to admit even now that I'm standing in a holding cell in a police station I kind of wanna keep on doing it. Maybe not with another man to avoid casualties but there has to be another way of torturing him. In the name of love."Being willing to talk about it has to mean some

...You are my weak spot...I was his weak spot.Adam had a weak spot and it was me.Was he mine? I was definitely weak for him, resisting him was definitely the hardest thing I've ever done and I questioned myself about that decision every waking second. But I realized something, I wanted to see what Adam was willing to do for me. And that unfinished threat about what he would do if someone touched so much as a hair on my head... It's messed up because violence is never attractive but when Adam implied it, it was kind of arousing. What woman hasn't at least once dreamt about the "Touch her and you die" man?I've been in love with his nice, soft, caring side for a long time but getting to know the irrational, impulsive, daring, lustful, saying I love you, Adam... now that Adam was beyond red-hot, sizzling hot."Alex, are you listening to me?" Enzo asked as he poked me with a bread stick."Sorry, I've just got a lot on my mind," I say as I take the breadstick out of his hand."Did you an