Semua Bab IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE.: Bab 41 - Bab 44

William Myers is absolutely crazy. He has proven this tonight. He took my words as a challenge and with that, sped through the road like a maniac. All I could do was hold on to my seat and pray for safety. I do have to admit that it was thrilling. At first I had threatened to end his life if he didn't slow down and instead of listening to me, he went on and increased the speed. By the time we arrived at my house, I was calling him names such as maniac, idiot and psycho. This amused him of course, as if I had said something funny. He must have enjoyed watching me freak out. Anyway, it was not all bad and now I had to make up for next time. Anyway, the easy mood that had occurred didn't last, when we spotted his mother's car. The fact that she was at my house unsettled me. Concern more than curiosity took over, when both our mothers came out of the house at the same time. My eyes immediately went to my mother, observing her and wanting to confirm with my very own eyes how she

It is a Friday morning when I walk in on my mother, looking quite distracted. She's staring off into the distance, her tea long forgotten. What ever is in mind has consumed parts of her, that she hasn't felt my eyes on her. So what do I do? I continue on watching her.My mother has always been a beautiful woman, with her shoulder length dark brown hair, tanned almost golden skin that tells a story of being outdoors more than anything. I remember how much I loved kissing her cheeks when I was young, because of her soft skin. With her nurturing presence, despite how strict she was towards me at times, I still found myself falling asleep in her embrace. Yes, I liked following my father around when I could because I enjoyed our little outings or invented adventures. With Mom however, her presence felt like home.It saddens me that after the passing of my dad, things have somewhat changed between us. An invincible fence exists between us, that doesn't allow for us to fall back into that fl