YES DADDY, MAKE ME YOUR TOY のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 41 - チャプター 50

DENVERI kissed out the fear from her face, made her eat the special dinner I made just for her, took her back to the room, and fucked her till she went to sleep.But I stayed awake, watching her and thinking of the next thing that would play out now that Sandra had agreed on the idea. Why the fuck will Drake ask her about it? I thought he was fucking joking, but now it doesn’t seem like it anymore.I didn’t know how to wipe out the confusion from her face; I did the only thing I do best: fucking good sex. She wrapped her hands all around me, and she played with my face, and hair, and neck, and anywhere her hands could reach.Anastasia is a touchy person. One who needs physical contact to feel connected. But she doesn’t go around touching everyone—just me and her inner circles that she deems fit.I can’t deny that I love her touching me. If it were someone else, it would have sucked, but it doesn’t. I love it; it makes me different, as if she’s customized me for herself.Any time spe

ANASTASIAWe’re back.We’ve only been gone for three days, and it feels like a week. God, how I love to go back to that paradise. I love every bit of it.It was everything I dreamed of. Being with him alone, in a dream land, and fucking all day and night. The thoughts of the moments we had make my thigh clench each second I think about them.Now we are back to reality, back to the law firm, and fucking working as an intern student. He’s been busy with business calls since he got back into the office, and he hasn’t really taken a second to glimpse at me.I was expecting Karina to yell at me for going on vacation with a man who isn’t mine. I think by now she must be fully aware that stuff is going on between me and Denver.I wouldn’t have to tell her; Chloe would. They seem to have gotten closer; now I see her sitting on his desk, and he would come around, kissing her tightly and making a tight grab on her waist.At least that was what I saw when I wanted to speak to her. I saw them thr

ANASTASIADenver didn’t speak to me until we got to the apartment description Drake gave him. He is trying to respect my decision, and that’s all I want at the moment.I need alone time in my head.I need to calm the pounding in my chest and the constant constriction in my heart.I should stop my stupid heart from believing that he'll come around. That one day, he’d feel a silver of what I feel for him, but I’ve only been chasing a void.An impossibility.I’ve been clinking my nails, and they all hurt badly now, but I still can’t stop doing it because I’m nervous, maybe anxious too.Maybe deep down, I really want to see them. I truly love to have them back in my life. I want to meet them and maybe forgive them so we can all start over.It isn’t going to take anything to forgive them, right?We’re still inside the car since he stopped in front of the apartment. I’m contemplating going out or not.Or maybe this is a bad idea; we should turn around and go back home.“You need to come dow

ANASTASIAMy eyes increased in size the moment I set my eyes on his erection.Shit, he can’t unlock the door.She can’t come in either.My chest burns as I roughly swallow my saliva.“I’m sorry, Anastasia, but I need you to use the back door right now. This is going to be a mess if you remain here while she comes in.” I gulp in a sharp intake of air when he spills that out, as I clutch hard on my chest. I know the situation we are in right now is complicated, but it never occurred to me that Denver would want me to hide because of her.Ah, fuck.I want to scream, cry, or throw up as the word keeps playing in my head, but there’s no time because he’s heading towards the door to open for her with his hard erection.I use the back door, but I don’t walk away. I pin against the wall, listening to whatever’s going to happen between them. Shit, I feel like an outsider right now, a third person who doesn’t matter and can be abandoned anytime.I draw in a deep breath. I can’t let out the cry

ANASTASIAIt never occurred to me that bringing me along to the vacation was tagging my friend and her boyfriend.Denver didn’t tell me what he was up to; he dropped me off at the airport and told me Chloe knows what to do.I didn’t want him to leave me to him, or I didn’t want him to be alone with Sandra. I knew he was going to her since he dropped me off with my friend and Chloe.My heart clenched at the thought, but I had to harden the wall of my heart and accept he was going back to pick Sandra, and they would probably come to Florida together.That’s for sure.And right now, I’m with Karina and Chloe at the airport, about to board his private jet to Florida. He has a designated spot for his jet at the airport, and Chloe has always looked like a wealthy guy but never the type to flaunt it.I think he would rather remain private, but with Karina in his life, he’s turned a totally different person. He now smiles so frequently, and when he does, his hidden dimples ignite. Karina seem