Semua Bab Alpha Ryan: Bab 11 - Bab 20

Alpha Ryan DamisonI leave the room, wiping my hands with the handkerchief. Jax's blood is all over the piece of cloth, I dump it in the dustbin as I feel disgusted by him. He had to die because he knew too much.Now that I can't kill my mate, I mentally think about the pros and cons of accepting him as my mate.Pros: My wolf will be happy.Cons:People will think I am gay. He can't be a Luna. Will our pack have two Alphas? No, he is not a werewolf. He is a weakling. I can never have pups with him.No boobs. That's the major con.Anal sex. With a guy? No, never!I never felt so lost in my past twenty-six years. I never thought my life would take such a deadly-scary turn, devouring all the light from my life, leaving me in this dark, pensive black hole. I ignore all my pack members and leave for the pack house. Today, for the first time, I don’t feel like a king. Moon goddess played well, I knew that bitch hated me from the start. I have dealt with some messed up shit in the past,

Alpha Ryan Damison I wake up from a nightmare in the midnight. I could feel the sweat running from my forehead to temples, dripping to my jawline. My eyes refuse to blink in trepidation and my hands shake miserably, nonstop. Never in my whole life, I had such a terrifying dream.I dreamed of Ethan kissing me. And the worst part is I was passionately kissing him back while desperately removing his shirt. I rub my hands on my face, assuring it was just a dream. Maybe watching the movie last night was another bad idea. I should have never listened to my stupid wolf to watch George of the Jungle and his abs.I couldn't sleep the rest of the night, my frantic soul is scared of dreaming Ethan again, so I focus on my Alpha duties. I make a call in the pack-station and tell my Beta to inform all the newly shifted wolves to be ready for training by three o'clock.If I c

Alpha Ryan Damison "Sir, should I make a report on it?"Ethan said innocently, which made my bones vibrate. Not because I am ready to lose control and shift, but because Dakota is laughing in my head. We both know that our mate is teasing us. But I am pissed.All I want to do is break all the furniture in the room. I want to smash the chairs on the wall, throw the table out of the window, and break all the glasses in the building. All I see is red. Red on Ethan's cheeks. He is blushing. Blushing red like a monkey's ass. I hate he is looking cute and Dakota is telling me to touch his cheeks. And suddenly I want to feel the softness of his skin, to see his aroused face.You are thinking right, let’s go lick him.I shake my head and remind myself not to listen to my illiterate w

Emara Stone I feel my heart jumping wildly inside my ribcage. My heartbeats are loud enough to be heard without a stethoscope. I keep my hand on my throbbing chest, close my mouth, and take deep breaths from my nostrils. I look around and see familiar paintings on walls, clothes on the floor, cupboards overflowing with books, desk with empty coke bottles.Phew! It's my room.I try to recall what I was even dreaming about. My forehead is dripping with sweat, my white t-shirt is sticking to my skin drenched in sweat. I get up from the bed and walk towards the bathroom.I switched on the light, which was a bad move as it partially blinded me, I had to blink a few times to adjust my eyesight with the light. I stand in front of the washbasin and open the tap to splash cold water on my face. I look up i

Alpha Ryan Damison I walk inside my office's cabin, I see newly furnished table and chairs. I remember how I lost control over my anger on Thursday and broke them into a hundred pieces. Dammit!Ethan saw me watching porn, he probably thinks I am gay. I remember how shocked and red his face was. I should have locked the door.Ryan! I need my mate or else I'll go berserk. I can't control it for this long.I avoid Dakota.Will you stop playing I am hard to get? I want to mate with our mate.I again avoid him.Ryan! Don't pretend that you don't want to spank him.Shut up, Dakota. We are never mating with him. And that is final.I block him in my head before he could growl at me or try to dominate my human form. I have had enough of his purring mate shit. I have always been strict with my pack, followed Alpha duties and even as a bos