Lahat ng Kabanata ng Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love: Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 10

Jackson's POVThe Previous Day.I stormed to my room angrily, slamming the door behind me. I breathed heavily with my back resting on the door, and my eyes closed. The image of her crying, walking towards the entrance of the dungeon flashed through my mind. I fought with my heart and mind to stop thinking about her.I fvcking hate this bond!Being a mixed-breed of werewolf and vampire, I never expected this mate bond to be this effective and strong.My werewolf side has dominated my vampire side ever since Emily came into my life. The mate bond has always tried to make me go soft around her. She has betrayed me in the past, and I would never fall for it again.I didn't pay attention to the rumored prophecies around me. Some said that I was cursed because of my mistakes before I became an immortal. And my mate will be the end of me. Even though I was an immortal, someone must bring me to my actual death and the immortality will move to another body.Not that I'm scared of death, but s

Emily's POVMy heart pounded in anticipation of what was going to happen. Jack looked upset and I was equally embarrassed and upset about what happened.Our hands were intertwined together, the spark filling our bodies with its warmth and desires. The bond: it's always making me go against my words but now must be an exception. Arriving at the west wing, I removed my hands from his hold and stopped walking. He turned around with a confused expression.“You don't have to hold me,” I said without meeting his gaze. He sighed when he heard me before turning around to face me. I really don't like this. If he was this close to me, I won't be able to resist the temptation that comes after it.Shutting my eyes, “Please, don't make this hard for me. I still need to think about what happened. Just go away and leave me alone,” I pleaded.“I thought we were on the same page,”“Huh?” I opened my eyes.“You heard me,” he prompted.“We aren't on the same page, Jack. How on earth do you expect me t

Emily's POV The Next Day. It was morning already and a maid was sent to my room, to call me out for breakfast. I haven't had the privilege to sit in the royal dining room before. My first experience was the last time I got accused of poisoning Jack, this made me a bit skeptical but I have to go. In my own way, I was trying to push everything that happened yesterday to the farthest corner of my mind. The more I think about it, the more I would hurt myself with my negative thoughts. The demolishment of the throne room, right after the throne rejecting me, makes me feel as if I'm jinxed. Perhaps my instincts of believing Jackson needs me were wrong. I might be the person he needs to stay away from. I was still deep in my thoughts as I walked through the corridors to the royal dining room. Some maids were whispering words to their ears with their eyes on me. It was obvious that they were talking about me. Their words: "She climbed too high for someone with no roots. This is fate put

Jackson’s POVA smile played on my lips as I wash my hands. Her expressions—defiance, stubborn and shocked, everything suits her well and made her even more beautiful.After taking a shower, I entered my room and began putting on my night wears. I still don't understand my feelings towards her, the mate bond is the one controlling my emotions. But I need to find out about her motive, in accordance with what Madison had told me.Not everyone could withstand an ill relationship all for love without having a motive. For many years at that.The news about the throne rejecting her had spread across the pack like a wildfire. The maids and guards might have been gossiping about it close to her ears.So I understand where her cocky attitudes was coming from. Also, I wanted to make her feel at ease. That way, she will open up to me and I'll be able to read her moves then.All these years, I've successfully tried to avoid the mate bond but now, it was irresistible. I'll have to be around her, to

Emily's POVThe Next Morning.I groaned, feeling my breath was hot and my body was aching. I turned around tiredly, managing to open my eyes. There was no sign of Jack in the room.My head was banging and my body was running at a high temperature. The sun was up already, the rays seeped through the curtains.My hands were weak but I need to confirm. With great effort, I brought my sunbeam hair to my shoulders. Seeing its color looks faded, I sighed deeply and shut my eyes.It was my time of the month.After my resurrection, the prize I had to pay for the second chance at life was to fall ill once in a month. It was like a chargeable method that would keep me alive until the next month before I feel this way again.I tried to sit upright but it was just too difficult. There was no scent in the air that I could have called for to help me out. Jack and everyone in the pack are unaware about this fact about me. Aside from falling greatly ill, my powers are inactive throughout the day. I w