Chapter 1

During the video chat, Calvin Leek, my senior, and I were completely undressed.I was lying on a Simmons king-sized bed. My fair, shapely curvatures were in full view. He sat at his desk. He had a burning gaze while his sexy Adam's apple moved silently up and down.Fortunately, I had on a black mask, and I also modified my voice so he wouldn't know who I was.Calvin swallowed hard and started giving me orders.Step by step, I touched myself according to his instructions.Calvin quietly placed his hands under the table. He had a mesmerized look on his face while he breathed heavily.Eventually, we both experienced a joyful climax.As always, the video chat should have ended here.However, just before we hung up, Calvin offered to meet me.My heart pounded. "Do you really want to meet me?""Yeah. Doing it through a screen isn't as exciting and pleasurable as the real thing. Don't you want to meet me?"I was torn.I had always presented myself as a good girl. If he knew I wa

Chapter 2

My roommate was often online as a 'female reporter'. When she learned that I had a crush, she suggested that I did the same to find out if he was interested in me.Being a 'female reporter', according to my roommate, meant interviewing strangers through a video chat software. It also involved discussing private and intimate topics or even engaging in sexual activities to pleasure oneself.I summarized it as being a woman who engaged in virtual intimacy.I was against it at the time. If Calvin found out I was this kind of woman, he would definitely be disgusted by me.However, my roommate said I could wear a mask to conceal my face. In fact, I could even modify my voice, and I wouldn't be recognized.She also said all men were sexually driven creatures. The first thing to do was to find out if he was interested in my body.Otherwise, everything would be futile.In the end, I was convinced. I used an anonymous account to reach out to Calvin and explained why I wanted to chat with

Chapter 3

However, the meal was a nerve-wracking one.Calvin ordered all my favorite dishes. He even put ribs on my plate.When I chatted with him using my anonymous account, I once mentioned that I loved ribs.Had I exposed myself?That shouldn't have happened. I always wore a mask and modified my voice using special tools. More importantly, I always interacted with him using a completely different personality during our video calls.He was probably testing me.I tried to remain calm and eventually finished the meal with trepidation.Calvin offered to go on a walk in the park. He said it helped with digestion.The park was quiet. There was nobody else around."Why don't we stay off campus tonight?" Calvin smiled suggestively.My heart was pounding. As an adult, I knew exactly what he meant by that."Calvin, do you often do this with other girls you don't know well?""Not often. Besides, we've known each other online for a long time. Isn't 'I want to hug you so bad' your anonymous ac

Chapter 4

At ten o'clock in the evening, I booked myself into a hotel and took a warm bath. I then logged into my anonymous account before deleting Calvin's contact information.Maybe I shouldn't have used this method to get to know him from the very beginning. This started as a mistake. Why did I ever think it could end well?I spent the night at the hotel. Calvin didn't return any of my phone calls or messages.I deleted all his contact information on my main account and phone.I wanted nothing more to do with him.When I saw him again, it was in front of the library three days later.The most popular girl in college, Cindy Stuart, had her arm wrapped around his. They seemed close.I thought I had let it all go, but I couldn't hold back the tears in my eyes at that moment.I hid behind a wall and covered my mouth. I was afraid Calvin and the others would see me like this.They'd probably think their plan to punish me worked even better than they thought.I had a hard time moving on f

Chapter 5

"Leave, Calvin. I don't want to see you." I held back my tears and pretended to be emotionless while pushing him away.However, he didn't budge. His warm hands were still wrapped tightly around my waist. "Even if we can't be lovers, we can be friends. You're drunk. I'll take you to your hotel."He picked me up and walked out.I looked up at him.Under the misty light, I could see his distinguished jawline and charming stubble.Even after all this time, I still had feelings for him.Calvin laid me down on the large hotel bed.His attractive face was just inches away from me. In fact, I could even make out the pores on his face.When he was about to move away, I instinctively wrapped my arms around his neck.It was his own initiative to come here. He couldn't blame me.I moved in to kiss him, but he turned away.It was such a simple gesture, but I felt immensely disappointed.Although he said he wanted to get back together with me, he was still saving himself for Cindy.'Cal

Chapter 6

Speaking of the devil, Cindy was slowly approaching me."Eve, can I have a moment with you?" Cindy smiled pleasantly at me. She seemed harmless.However, in my eyes, it seemed like a fake smile that concealed her hostility.After all, we had all learned from television dramas that those gentlest in appearance were often the deadliest bunch.I had to face the music sooner or later. I accepted her request.While my roommates watched, I solemnly walked out of the dorm with Cindy.We found a secluded booth and sat across from each other.I coughed and decided to be frank. "I'm sorry about what happened. Calvin was only applying for leave on my behalf. It's not like what they said. I apologize if it upset you."Cindy seemed surprised. "Why are you apologizing to me? I should be the one apologizing."I was stunned. "Why should you apologize? I came in between you and Calvin. You did nothing wrong to me."Cindy chuckled upon hearing this. "Eve, you've got it all wrong. Calvin and I

Chapter 7

"I'm glad that you like me because I've had feelings for you for a long time. After our frequent chats, I was able to get a sense of how you felt about me too. That's why I asked you out to confess my feelings. Cindy probably told you what happened after that. She was emotionally unstable during that period and needed me by her side. That's why I haven't been able to get to you to explain it."After Cindy's situation stabilized, I found out you had a boyfriend. I had to hide my feelings for you while secretly hoping you could be happy. That night in the hotel, it's not that I didn't want to sleep with you. It's just that I learned a lesson from our video chat experience. An unofficial relationship never lasts. I should've refused to engage in that kind of video chat with you and instead pursued you offline in a proper way. However, that's in the past. I don't want to make the same mistake. That's why I want to make sure we're together before we do that kind of thing together."I don'

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