Obsession - Love のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 31 - チャプター 40

I'm going to go into a frenzy with stress, I'm feeling it. It sucks to be about to explode at any moment, and it's worse when I don't externalize it. So I have to assume that I've been acting like an even greater tyrant in the last few weeks. I assume that I'm demanding, that I have a difficult temperament when it comes to work and I'm usually inflexible, but I'm worse. It's all my secretary's fault!Lie, I can't blame her because I was the one who kissed her the first time. I wanted her from the first second I laid my eyes on her. Nicole is not to blame for giving in to the horniness and having sex with me.She warned, I can't blame her for not wanting to continue what we started. She said it was casual, she said it was only on the trip. I thought I was going to accept it better than I'm accepting, but not having it after having it is being fucked up too much. Too stressful.It's fucking frustrating to be around her, knowing what she tastes like, and not being able to touch her. Not

It's been a few days since I felt embarrassingly sick in front of Valentin. My migraine one day still kills me. I pretended that day didn't exist, but it seems to have messed with something in Valentin because the genius of the demon he has is controlled. At least for now. I don't know if it's pity or if it was something that happened to make it lighter. Maybe he, I don't know.As I think about my boss's mood, an elegant woman stops in front of me."Good morning, dear. Can you tell Valentin I'm here, please?" she asks nicely, with a different accent."Good morning." Is there an appointment?""Oh no, tell him he'll get me, Beverly.""Look, he's having a busy day, I don't think he'll have time," I reply, opening a smile that comes out forced. Today, it's my mood that is not good. "But I'll try."I dial the number that goes straight to Valentin's office, and I hope he answers. When he answers me, his deep voice makes the hairs on my body stand on end. I hate the reactions I started to ha

Valentin's mansion is out of this world. I try not to look dazzled, pretending to be used to the luxury of the place. My boss follows me as I analyze his super-organized environment. It's very impersonal, similar to your office."Why am I not surprised by your house?" It's just like you. Why such a big place for just one person?""Because I can," he says, shrugging, and I smile at the arrogance.I smooth a piano in the middle of the room, and Valentin follows me closely, peeking. I let him get closer to me and soon I feel his body on my back. He takes my hair from his neck and gives me a long kiss there. I close my eyes and lean on the piano, while I feel my nose slide across my skin."I love your smell."I don't answer anything, I just shudder at the contact. I won't deny that I thought about the promise made by Valentin earlier. Furthermore, I worked the rest of the day with my panties soaked just to remember the quickie in her living room. I always liked to innovate in sex, but I n

I wake up with the strange feeling that something is missing, and when I wake up properly, I notice that it's because Nicole isn't in bed. I hear a noise coming from the bathroom and get up quickly when I see that he is vomiting again. Furthermore, I knock on the door so that he doesn't get scared and enter, positioning myself next to him on the floor.She doesn't say anything because she vomits again, looking tired. Her eyes are swollen and red from crying, and her hair is messy and full of volume."You don't have to stay here to see this. You've already reached your quota of seeing me vomiting.""I want to be. I scheduled the exam and an appointment for you."Nicole just agrees and puts her forehead on her hand, leaning on the powder room. I stay there too, smoothing his back, waiting for his time to talk, to scream, to cry again."This son is yours, he's already sucking me," she says with a grimace, and I let out a laugh. Nicole lets out a sniff

I feel guilty for worrying him. I can't imagine how desperate he must have been, thinking the worst things about me. If you dared to look for Nat, your nerves must be on edge. I'm sure if I had the key to my apartment like my best friend has, Valentin would have broken in here a long time ago."I think you're in love already.""What?" Are you crazy? Have you ever seen me in love before, Natasha Forbs?" I ask, letting out a mocking laugh."No, and that's why I'm saying. You're different, and it's not even this motherhood thing and all that. Well, before that, it was. Something tells me your happy ending is coming, sweetheart."I look at my friend in shock, wondering if she knows me. Because it's not possible that I'm so deluded just because I'm going to have a baby with Valentin. You don't need to have love to fuck someone, much less to get pregnant. It can happen to anyone who has sex without a condom, involving feelings or not."You're crazy!" I e