The Alpha With a Heart of Stone のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 61 - チャプター 70

Nivia’s pov“You should have seen Niv out there; she was fucking brutal!” My uncle Argo shouted.I rolled my eyes and sighed, “maybe your soldiers aren’t where they need to be because I wasn’t doing anything different.”“Goddess.” Argo laughed, “you’re so fucking moody today.”“Am not!”“Am too!” Argo replied, while Mila tried to stop him from engaging further.“You’re a dick.” I growled.“And you either need some dick or you’re getting your period, because damn, woman. You were fucking scary out there today.” Argo replied.“Don’t say that, pretty boy. That’s not nice.” Mila scolded her mate.“Yeah, listen to your mate, Argo…” I scoffed.Argo didn’t stop. “When Mila is in a mood, she’s either hangry, she needs to be fucked, or she is getting her period. Just basic science shit.”“I don’t think you can say that about all women,” Airk tried. “Besides, Nivia has a pretty good reason to be in a bad mood.”‘Yeah!” I nodded, “my asshole mate has given up on our relationship, and my idiot unc

Nivia’s pov “Ford?” I opened my eyes feeling groggy. Grandma Leia held my hand, “hey sweetheart.” “Of course not… Why would he be here?” I muttered to myself. “Well, actually….” Grandma started. “Actually, what?” I tried to sit up, but my back was still sore. I thought it was a dream that I smelled Ford, but why was his scent still here? Was I hallucinating? “Ford, -“ The door opened before Grandma could say more, “you called for me, Leia?” Grandma chuckled, “I didn’t, Ford. I was just trying to tell Nivia you came here with me, but that she’s free to kick you out if she'd like to.” She turned to me. “It’s your fucking choice.” Why was she all buddy-buddy with my mate? I assumed Ford would hate my grandma because she is just like me, only worse. Grandma Leai really doesn’t give a fuck. She’s authentically herself. Loud, silly, and wild when she wants to be. “Nivia?” Ford asked, and he looked at me with an expression I wasn’t used to. Like he actually cared. “You can stay fo

Nivia’s povWhat the hell is going on?Ford is… Wow… Ford is… I don’t even have words.I have feelings, though, a lot of them. Too many of them.‘He is trying.’ Gwyn spoke for the first time since I was shot.‘You’re back.’‘I’m sorry you had to go through this alone,’ Gwyn howled. ‘I wish I was there to support you.’‘You’re here now.’ I tried to reassure her. ‘You’re not mad that my carelessness cost you a pup?’Gwyn's voice was kind when she answered me. I had been nervous she’d hate me, because she had tried to make me take a test before. ‘We will have a pup when the time is right.’‘I’m really confused,’ I admitted. Especially because one of the main things I felt besides compassion when Ford spoke was a deep desire to fuck his brains out.And well, I’m still having a miscarriage, so we can't have sex anyway.It used to be the time when I would feel close to Ford, but now, sex would just confuse me.And if I’m being completely honest, the only reason I would sleep with Ford right

Nivia’s povInstead of sitting on his lap, I figured it was best if I sat beside him for this.Ford chuckled nervously, “I now understand your trepidation. It’s daunting to start apologizing. Truthfully, I do not know what strategy is best. Do I just confess my sins as you did?”It was cute seeing him nervous. He was being really fucking cute all morning, and my heart couldn’t handle it.Honestly, I had already forgiven him. Well, my heart had. But rationally I knew we needed to work through this first, or it would come back in the future to bite us in the ass.“Well,” I said, trying to help. “As far as I am concerned, I like to know the whys and the hows.. Like, if it’s just an apology, it doesn’t really feel like enough. I need the other person to explain why they did what they did and how they can do better in the future. If that makes sense.”“It does. Thank you, darling.” Goddess! Too fucking cute.His face… his handsome face… His jaw when he’s nervous tenses. His eyes keep lookin

Nivia’s povI did not think Ford could get any hotter, but damn! Seeing a man holding a little puppy just makes my heart melt… Well, it makes Vagatha melt…Or maybe it’s because we made up, but we can’t make up… Because, well, I’m still bleeding.Almost over, though. Now that Gwyn is back, it won’t take long.I know I haven’t given the entire thing a place yet; I still need to deal with some shit, but I was pretty preoccupied dealing with Ford and my relationship.And I’m glad I did! Because I think we’re actually good. Like, really good?It’s weird. I have to get used to not feeling on edge around Ford.I trust him, like, almost entirely. But I guess the only way for Ford to prove he’s really changed is to continue showing it to me.“You mentioned you did something?” Ford asked as we stepped foot into the packhouse.“Where should Chewie sleep?” I asked.“Anywhere but here,” Ford sighed. He lied; he already loved the little puppy. I knew it.“I’ll make him a little bed in my room,” I s