~LAYLA~I make it through the days that turn into a week without any run-in with Raelin. It is strange how silence can feel both louder and yet kind of comforting at the same time, but yeah, that is my current situation. Since that day I saw him with Kira seducing him like that, there has been a crack growing deeper and deeper inside my chest.Some days, I don't feel the pain, but on the days that I do, I find it hard to ignore and not lose myself in it. I haven’t sought him out. I tell myself it is because I am giving him the space he probably thinks I need, but the truth is I don’t want to talk to him.At least not yet. I am angry, but most important of all, I feel hurt. Somehow, I am grateful for the anger I feel because it keeps my painful sadness at bay sometimes. I just feel like even though I want to speak with him, I just think I can't bear to hear whatever explanation he might offer because I am not sure if I want it to be a misunderstanding or a painful truth.Today's morni
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