Julien grabbed my wrist hard. It hurt. I wanted to question him, but I stopped myself. I forced out a smile and said, “I just got here. I saw you two talking and wanted to say hi, but the nurse called me.” Julien looked relieved. After ten years of marriage, I still had hope. If he cared about me, even a little, I could forgive him and Mindy. “Julien, I joined a national competition earlier. They said they’d email everyone within a month, even if they didn’t make it. Can you check it for me?” I looked up, and my voice shook a little even though I tried to hide it. This was my final test for him and our marriage. Julien frowned. For a second, I saw annoyance flash across his face. It was so fast that I almost missed it. “I already checked. Your name’s not there. “Joyce, stop thinking about this. You’ve designed so many things but never won anything. Maybe you’re just not good at it.” He paused. His voice softened, and he patted my head lovingly like he always did.
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