RAINAMy body ached in ways I couldn't describe, and in places I couldn't name. My skin was sticky with perspiration and my muscles were trembling from hours in labor.The feeling of motherhood—for however briefly I'd just come into it—was so surreal, that I could hardly believe it. Despite having nine long months to prepare my mind, nothing could have truly prepared me for the actual feeling.‘I’m a mother now,’ I thought, though my heart still hurt as I lay in the hospital bed, gazing at what could possibly be my greatest fulfillment as a woman.My newborn twins.My heart filled with joy and pride as I watched them—my beautiful boy and girl swaddled beside me—but the feeling was almost completely eclipsed by a gnawing sense of unease—one I had become all too acquainted with over the years.Despite the air conditioner, the sterile room still felt… stifling.But the coldest presence loomed over me with his broad shoulders and cruelly handsome, emotionless face.My husband.He just sto

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ALEXANDERFive years later.Exhaustion was eating me alive— gnawing at me day after day.I'd endured it for five years— five goddamn years of this misery, and it wasn’t letting up. No matter what I did, or how much I tried to drown myself in work or distractions, it lingered.The divorce papers were signed and filed away like a bad dream, and that was the last time I’d seen her— but her absence was like an open wound that refused to heal.Don't get me wrong— I didn’t miss her. Not like a man missed his woman. Hell, I didn’t even love her anymore. I just wanted— no, needed — to know she was out there, suffering. Raising her child alone, without a penny. That would've been my only satisfaction in this mess. Instead? I had nothing but fucking silence!The real issue wasn't even that she'd left after ruining everything — that was a blessing, I’d wanted her gone.What gnawed me most was her complete disappearance. As if she'd never existed, and that pissed me off more than I could express.

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ALEXANDERWatching Eliza practically bursting with joy made me sick. Her being over the moon— like this wedding was a dream come true, was something I'd expected, but it was still annoying to behold. I didn’t want this marriage—not now, not ever—but she was too blind to see that, of course. She never did. To her, this was the beginning of some grand fairytale. But to me, it was a burden.A charade.I wouldn't be marrying out of love, but because it was expected.If I wanted to get her pregnant without a ring, I knew she’d agree without hesitation. But the blowback… the whispers in society, the looks from people I cared about— even those I despised at times— would be enough to corner me into marrying her anyway. My reputation was worth more.As much as I didn’t care about her or the wedding, my name mattered. So I’d do what I had to, even if it meant chaining myself to a… woman such as Eliza.My phone buzzed, and I inwardly sighed in relief. A call. Finally, an escape from the room fil

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RAINAI was finally ready for the world to see me. Or at least, that’s what I kept telling myself as I sat in the backseat of my brother’s car, anxiety twisting in my gut like a feral animal, gnawing at my resolve.“Hey,” Dominic said, giving my hand a reassuring squeeze. His grip was firm and steady, a lifeline in the storm of emotions crashing inside me. “Everything is going to be fine.”But would it? The question echoed in my mind, drowning out the soft music playing in the background. I should have felt confident, but the truth was, fear clawed at my insides like a hungry beast, ready to devour me whole.I had prepared for weeks for this moment, telling myself I was ready to face my past, ready to confront my ex-in-laws. But standing on the precipice of that reality made me doubt everything I had convinced myself of.And then there was the thought of my son. That part hurt the most. I wondered how Liam was doing, whether he missed me or if he had learned to hate me for leaving. W

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