~JESSICA~I didn’t sleep much that night, but for once, I didn’t cry either.I just laid there, hands folded over my stomach, listening to the silence like it might give me answers. There was a strange stillness in the air, like the world had paused to wait for me to catch up.I didn’t cry the next morning too.That felt like progress.Morning light filtered through the curtains, soft and gold, and for a few seconds, I let it touch my skin. I imagined it was the sun reaching out to hold me.I sat up slowly. My body ached, like it hadn’t moved in days.Maybe it hadn’t.My hand rested gently over my stomach.It still didn’t feel real.But it felt mine.The letter helped.Saying those things out loud, even if just on paper — made it all a little more bearable. Like I had permission to feel confused, scared, hopeful, broken.Alive.I stood up, and shuffled to the bathroom, avoiding the mirror. I wasn’t ready to see the girl I’d become.I brushed my teeth. Washed my f
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