Lahat ng Kabanata ng Conflicted - Twist of Fate. : Kabanata 161 - Kabanata 168

Armina's perspective: The howls are ongoing, the sound echoing across the pack as we all show our love and loss as we say goodbye. A wolf send off is all about loyalty, a respect and appreciation we show our fallen warriors. A representation of the lost loved one being accepted into the moon goddess's grove, to experience peace and love until they are reunited with those they love. The only one silent, the one without a wolf Mira. My eyes meet hers as I see the tears flowing down her cheeks, her own loss reflecting our own. When the sound finally fades; the ceremony reaching its end. Tristan walks towards me, my arms finally free as both of our pups sit nestled into Aiden & Shaynes arms. Tristan wraps his arms around my neck, his nose in my neck as he breathes me in. Feeling his emotions open to me brings on my tears worse as I cry in his arms. "I'm sorry Armina, I know I haven't been here for you" he chokes out between tears. "I understand" I whisper, barely able to say even that.

Tristan's perspective: When I woke up from that dream, the small amount of sleep I had managed to get I was ashamed. I had been so busy lost in my self, my failure, I didn't realise how bad I was messing everything up. Feeling how easily Armima forgives me, the way her body comes alive under my touch I feel beyond grateful for this incredible human being. "Don't ever leave me" the words escape, my thoughts deciding they needed to be heard. I watch her eyes go wide, the sadness and grief matching my own as she pulls my head into her neck, her hands in my hair. "I will never leave you" her voice cracking. "I plan on spending many decades right here where I belong" I promise feeling his chest heaves as he cries softly against me. I hold onto my man. The man who has tried for too long to be strong for everyone else. Letting his own pain and suffering come last to everyone else. "I'm here Tristan, I'm always going to be here" I whisper, letting him let out his pain. "I love you Trista

Armina's perspective: His tongue is relentless, claiming every part of my mouth. As he pulls back, I see the same need and passion I feel reflected back at me. "This mouth" he smiles, his fingers gently pulling on my bottom lip. His finger gently entering my mouth. I tease him, sucking on his finger hard, before gently nibbling on him. His eyes blaze, watching me closely as he moves it in and out of my mouth. I keep my eyes on his, feeling powerful as I see his control slip. "Now you going to be a good girl?" he whispers, "Yes" I whisper around his finger. He smirks, the smirk that has made my knees weak since the moment I laid eyes on him. "I want to fuck this perfect mouth" he whispers; his mouth moving to my ear as he nibbles on my lobe, "I want it" I moan under his touch, craving the taste of his pleasure. "If it gets too much, you tell me" he whispers, his tongue moving along my ear. I nod, lost. I want it. I

Armina's perspective: My body aches, but his words send fire over my skin, needing to experience whatever his mind had planned in that moment. We basically run back, neither of us wanting to wait even a minute longer. I'm basically praying no one is awake yet, that we don't have to wait. Luckily luck is one our side, we manage to sneak in like teenagers, anticipation almost torture as Tristan locks his door; her eyes blazing orange as he turns to me. "Want to try those toys we ordered?" He smirks, shit. I'd almost forgotten about that. We'd all picked them out, one of the few nights we all got to spend together. I nod, nervous. "Strip" he growls, I don't hesitate, taking the dress off instantly. He watches me closely, his eyes moving across my skin hungrily. "Don't move" he orders. When he returns, his holding the few ties he owns. "Lay down on the bed" his alpha voice has me clenchin