Lahat ng Kabanata ng Alpha, I Won’t Let You Banish Me Again: Kabanata 61 - Kabanata 70

No one has cuddled me for a long time, so I almost forgot how good it felt. I had been used to being alone, sleeping alone, so having someone beside me, let alone having his arms around me, felt so foreign. But I can’t say that I didn’t like it because I do. I really do. Still, it’s not something that I would admit to Leo. So for now, I let his big, muscled body engulf me like I was a pillow while I sleep like a baby, as if I have no worries in the world.I basked in his warmth, letting it spread all over me, warming me. As he laid his chin at the nook of my neck as if we hadn’t broken up. As if nothing had happened between us. I felt the way he snuggled closer to me, letting me know how much he needed me, just for him to be alive. I lay in silence, listening to Leo’s breathing, as it calms me. And as I let myself free, feeling every moment of this, a thought came into me without warning. This could have been us.I could see that he’s trying his best to fix everything for us, and I

“Are you sure that this is what you want?” Leo asked once again, and I know that he was giving me a chance to back out. A chance to change my mind because he wanted to make sure that I was making this decision because it is something I wanted, and not for any other reason. “Yes,” I replied, looking directly into his eyes to let him see what I always tried to hide. “I will be the Luna of Mystic Moon. And I will be your chosen mate.”  Now that I have said it out loud, I know that there is no turning back. ‘Are you sure this is what you want?’ my wolf asks, surprising me with her calmness.‘When did you become so calm?&rs

Leo and I had sex before. But this was different. I used to hear people using the word ‘world-shattering’ as a description of their sexual experience, and I have always thought that they were exaggerating, until now. I’m not sure if it was because it had been a long time since I had sex or if it was because of the way we did it. I used to be shy about my body. After giving birth to Lylia, my body changed drastically, so I didn’t want people looking at my body. Especially naked. But seeing the way Leo looked at me and the hunger in his eyes made me want to give him everything that I have. I thought that we would end after I had sworn my loyalty to him and the pack. But it d

‘Start running.’I didn’t hesitate when I heard my wolf order me to run. My feet moved on their own, and the next thing I knew, we were out of the packhouse. I could feel the pain all over my body, but it was still tolerable, at least for now. I’m not sure if my wolf has the power to lessen the pain, but I know that she didn’t want my first shift to be unbearable. I could hear the pounding of heavy paws against the earth, and I started to panic even though I knew very well that my brother and Leo were just concerned about me. ‘Go to the river,’ Aurora ordered, ‘I know you want to be alone. That way you would lose the scent.’I did what she said because even though I haven’t seen my wolf yet, one thing I am sure of is that she would never put me in harm's way.Well, until now, because the moment that I dipped in the river, I cursed at her.‘Shit! The water is freezing!’ I whispered-shouted at her, even though I knew that no one else would be able to hear me talking to her since we’re

Every part of my body hurts. I never thought that shifting would hurt this much. But every time I see Aiden and Leo shift, I don’t hear them scream as much as I did. Which worries me a lot, because if I felt the same pain that I felt when I shifted, I don’t think I would want to shift into my wolf form. Maybe my father was right for not letting me shift. Maybe he was really concerned about me because he didn’t want me to be in pain.‘No, he isn’t,’ Aurora said angrily. ‘The reason why you are in pain is that you shifted late. If he didn’t stop the normal course of your shifting, you wouldn’t be feeling this kind of pain.’‘What do you mean?’ I asked in confusion. ‘Your Mate will explain it to you when the time comes. But for now, you have to eat,’ my wolf berates. ‘And stop being a baby.’ ‘Really? That’s what you have to say to me? After what I've just been through, that’s what you say?’‘Yes,’ she replied, not showing any hint of kindness. ‘What you had just experienced is nothi