All Chapters of Alpha, I Won’t Let You Banish Me Again: Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

The boys ate their breakfast earlier than we did, because Leo said they had a lot of things to do. As usual, Dave had our breakfast prepared as we went down the stairs. “Are they in the office?” I asked. “Yes, Luna,” Dave replied as he prepared Lylia’s lunch box. “I will drop both of you by the training building after we drop Lylia at her school.”“Awesome,” Mika exclaimed excitedly. “I really want to see how far you have gotten in your training.” “Oh, please don’t watch me,” I begged my friend. I know I was improving, but I still have a lot to learn. Mika, on the other hand, is not only an exemplary pastry chef, but she is also one of the best female warriors in the Starlight pack. I heard a lot of amazing things about her, such as teaching every woman in the pack self-defense so that no one would be taken advantage of. She tried teaching more than the basics, but I was so weak then that even the basics were too hard for me. I thought she would give up on me, but instead of doin

I was with the boys researching all the Rogue attacks that had occurred in the past few weeks. We just need to find out how they were able to move so fast. Where the hell were they hiding? Who is their leader? And where is their hideout? I hate that we know so little about them, yet they know so much about us. And how did Mr. Anderson receive help from them and contact them? All we have right now are questions, and none of the data we have leads us any closer to answering these questions.There should be a connection between all these attacks, and not to mention the hooded person I saw in the abandoned warehouse. “Fuck!” Sean cursed, slamming the papers in his hand on the table. Everyone around me looked defeated, but none of us wanted to voice it. Despite the hopelessness that we all feel, our pride doesn’t let us accept defeat. “Maybe we are looking at all of this the wrong way,” Mateo offered, even though it was the main reason why we are all here in this room with all these r

“The connection is me and Merry.” I froze when I heard what Kelly said, not because I couldn’t believe it but because she was right. I know that it had crossed my mind before, but I disregarded the thought that it couldn’t be possible. But the more I think about it now, the more it seems to be true. “Hear me out,” Kelly started to say when I kept silent. “Do you remember when you banished me?”I nodded.Unable to reply to her because it was something I’d rather bury in the deepest part of the earth, but how could I forget it when it had always haunted me? The nightmares it gave me after seeing her alive in Mateo’s pack, and realizing the feelings that I still have for her.I tried to fight it. I told myself to let her go and to give her the chance to find the happiness she truly deserves. But the more time I spend with her, the clearer it becomes: the weight I carry isn't from loving her, it's from all the wrong choices I made along the way. And now, every moment with her feels lik

No one said a word as we all waited in silence on the balcony, or so I thought. “Do you ever wish to be someone other than yourself?” We all turned to face the person who asked the question, but he didn’t look at us. Instead, he looked up at the night sky as if the stars were something he was interested in looking at. “What do you mean?” Mateo asked. “Never mind,” Sean shook his head, but I know better.“You wouldn’t have said it if it didn’t mean anything.” I countered, acting like I didn’t care, even though my head went straight to overthinking, but he doesn’t have to know that. Still, I fear that his comment was meant for my daughter. Like her, he also wanted to be her mate. Goddess, please don’t do this to me.“Well, I guess I was just thinking out loud. Wondering if any of you think the same way,” he paused as if contemplating whether he should continue what he had begun or not.“What do you mean?” Mateo asked again. Stopping me from snapping at our friend just because he was

This was a fucking mess. I'm not sure if I made the right choice by bringing Kelly with me here, but even if I hadn’t brought her, she would still end up learning the truth, anyway. I suppose the only difference between the two is that I would have been beside her during the incident. I would have held her close to me and comforted her as she heard these things, making sure she didn’t feel alone. The door of the room opened, and Mateo walked in.“She ran away,” three words that scared the hell out of me because one, it’s too dangerous to be out of the borders of the pack, and two, where the hell would she go?Aiden stopped wanting to hit Clint after hearing that Kelly ran away. Both of us hurriedly went outside to start searching for her, while Sean was left behind to take care of Clint, giving him his payment and hiring him to track down Merry and her father.We all spread out, dividing the familiar places we thought Kelly would go to, just to find her.While I was running to my