I pull Estel into my arms immediately, and the moment I do, I see Estel Highrise break. That’s all it takes for me to start crying afresh again as Estel holds so tightly to me I’m scared she’ll break if I let her go.I lead her into the apartment as she sobs bitterly, and we sink onto the couch, her face buried in my shoulder, her hands wrapped around my waist like it’s the only anchor keeping her afloat.Hours seem to pass as Estel cries. She sounds broken and inconsolable, and I stroke her hair, whispering anything, anything soft or soothing, because I’m scared of how hard she’s been crying and I desperately want it to stop.When Estel’s sobs finally begin to ease, she pulls back, her eyes red-rimmed and puffy. Her voice trembles when she speaks, “I can’t… I can’t do it anymore, Lyra.I can’t do it… but I still do.”My voice is soft and steady as I ask, “Do what, Estel?”Estel’s eyes fill with tears again, and she swallows hard, her gaze falling to the floor as she responds, “I can’t
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