บททั้งหมดของ He Hated Me First: บทที่ 21 - บทที่ 30

The feast hall blazed with golden light that night, a spectacle designed to dazzle and deceive.Long tables stretched across the expanse of polished stone, their surfaces groaning beneath the weight of roasted venison and wild boar, pyramids of honeyed fruit, and wine that caught the light like liquid rubies. The ceiling had been enchanted for the occasion, hundreds of lanterns drifted overhead like captured stars, their glow softening the harsh angles of the ancient hall into something almost magical.Almost beautiful.But beneath all that carefully constructed grandeur, the air crackled with something else entirely. Tension, thick and electric, hummed through the space like a plucked string held too tight. It lived in the pauses between conversations, in the weight of glances that lingered too long, in the whispers that died the moment I drew near.The traitor's daughter.The weak Luna.The Alpha's greatest mistake.I didn't need to hear the words to know they were thinking them. Th

I didn't make a sound when I pushed the study door open. I didn't need to. The wet slap of Larry's hips against Zara's ass was loud enough for the whole pack to hear if they'd been listening.They were supposed to be feasting. That was where I left them both Larry holding court with his wolves, Zara laughing too loud at his jokes, her hand lingering on his forearm just a beat too long. I'd excused myself with a smile that felt like glass cutting my face, claiming I needed to rest. No one questioned it. I should have known better. I'd promised myself not to allow any of his actions to get to me because I knew he did this intentionally to spite me. Every calculated touch, every lingering look at other females, every night he came to bed smelling like someone else's perfume, it was all designed to break me down, to make me crawl to him, to make me beg for scraps of his attention like a good little mate should.But this really got to me. It shouldn't be Zara of all people, and he chose h

Larry The moment Zara left my study and the door clicked shut behind her, the room felt wrong.Too warm.Too quiet.Too suffocating.Her perfume still clung to the air, honey and lavender, thick enough to choke on. It should have satisfied me. It usually did. But tonight…I raked a hand through my hair, exhaling slowly as the faint echo of the hallway crept into my memory.The sound of a floorboard creaking.The stillness.Lyra standing there.She heard. She saw.And instead of a scene, a scream, a slap…She had looked at me with those eyes, calm, cold, shattered, I thought she would cry, begged me, bowed in acknowledgment as her Alpha but instead she spoke as someone who isn't breaking soon.As if she had expected it.As if I had proven her right.As if none of this touched her.ThatThat pissed me off more than anything.I walked to the door, opened it, and looked down the empty corridor. She was gone. Like smoke. Like something that never existed.My chest tightened unexpectedly.

Larry Morning arrived like an unwelcome guest, spilling gray light through my windows before I was ready to face it.I had barely slept. When I did, my dreams were fractured things, hallways that stretched endlessly, perfume that burned my throat, eyes that looked through me instead of at me. I woke with my sheets twisted around my legs and that same knot lodged firmly in my chest, tighter than it had been the night before.Annoying. Unnecessary. A weakness I couldn't afford.I dressed with mechanical efficiency, pulling on clothes that still carried the faint ghost of Zara's perfume. The scent made my stomach turn. I'd worn this shirt last night. Evidence of choices I'd made, clinging to fabric like an accusation.I should have changed.I didn't.Some self-destructive part of me wanted to see if Lyra would notice. If she would care. If I could finally provoke some reaction from that infuriating calm she wielded like

She gently pulled her hand free, the movement so smooth I couldn't have stopped it without truly hurting her."...am simply adjusting."The words felt like claws dragging slowly down my spine. Not quick and sharp like a clean wound. Slow and deliberate, leaving tracks that would scar."You think this is adjustment?" I heard myself say. "This silence? This distance?""It's peace.""You think ignoring me is peace?""No." She met my eyes fully, and for a moment the mask slipped just enough to show me the truth. "It's survival."The word hit like a physical blow.Survival.Not defiance. Not revenge. Not even conscious choice.Survival.The way prey learns to go still when the predator is near. The way wounded things find dark places to heal or die in peace.I was the thing she needed to survive.That realization, that understanding of how she saw me, how she'd been forced to see me, felt