Semua Bab I became a sex slave to my mafia ex-boyfriend. : Bab 101 - Bab 110

Hayden's POVTry as I might to turn everyone down, I was only able to express my difficulty in ways natural to only myself.It wasn't like I was trying to push anyone to accept whatever I was doing but to some extent I had to be blamed for a few things that had happened.It's also wasn't the fact that there was nothing that could have been done to make things right, instead it was the very reason that they were a lot of things that could have been done to make things happen but nobody had taken that opportunity and for that reason everyone was going to point fingers at everyone.Amelia didn't deserve to be spoken to in that manner and no matter what I thought, it wasn't ever going to be a justification for the amazing person that she was.I knew that I could have done better with her coming to find me even if it was my second in command that considered it important, yet I pushed her away I made her feel like she was hallucinating.It wasn't my strongest suit if you ask, but could you

Amelia's POV.I knew that I shouldn't be talking to that man in that man but something kept being brave, making me to do the things that I will never have imagined that I would have a capability of doing in the first place and I was a little bit remorseful."I don't know what this is about but I'm sure that as Time goes on it is going to become even harder to be able to get him to do what everybody thinks is right because he doesn't listen to anyone and I don't think that he's going to change."It was a direct statement for the people that I believed where his friends but I didn't want to indulge them even more because I knew how hard that could be hard that could be for a man to stomach.Hayden was a very quiet person and he didn't like airing his business to the world which was something that I needed to respect his privacy for and stop badging into it or acting like I didn't care about him one bit.Pushing me away meant that he was only stealing from the fact that I didn't want him

Hayden's POV.This was one of the first time that I would ever be bringing a woman home and feel so nervous because my hands were literally shaking.I didn't know what she was expecting from me but I knew that the only reason that I was wasting my time was because I was deep into this woman and he didn't even have an idea on how to handle it or how long it was going to take before she found out the monster that lay beneath me and decided to give a run for her life.Some people might just say that I was overreacting but that was exactly how I felt and I didn't even bother myself to do anything of the sort.I was only just wasting enough time trying to figure out what should have been done and what exactly I should have also made in place to make sure that she was comfortable.If Matthias was here he would have made mockery of me because why were my hands shaking so much so badly that it was almost like I was about to convulse.I had absolutely no decision besides what I had already pla

Amelia's POV.My life in the city had become a completely different ball game from what I was used to and quite honestly I was trying to understand everything that had been going on because it was such an amazing time that I was trying to spend well just so that I did not have many things that I was searching for.It was going to take a longer while before I'll be able to come to terms with the fact that there were different issues coming up and now it was getting out of hand to some extent.Hayden didn't want me out of his site no matter what was going on and getting involved with the bikes that he had picked up all of a sudden made me wonder if I had any future here.It wasn't really about myself for anything but about the issues that I could have avoided and what I could have done to make things easier.I also had some things that I was trying to put in place and until they have been concluded there is going to be nothing more for me around here."So 1 minute I'm fighting as hard a

Amelia's POV. Hayden was waiting for me back at home with a smile on his face which I'd never thought that I was ever going to witness but there was something different about the way he was looking at me like he was expecting something else and I didn't think that I had it in me to give it to him. So we had to come up with something else something that was different from whatever body was already expecting and that's one point I was beginning to think that this was nothing but a sham. "Why are you laughing especially when you've tried to rule my life with an iron fist and even when I tell you that I'm not interested in all of that you still find a way of going about and making it look like I'm just overreacting?" There was a little bit of pause in the way he decided to deal with the situation and I appreciated it but at some point I was beginning to consider that there was even a depart choice in the way he wanted to go about things and that did not go down well with me instead it