All Chapters of Poison Magic: Fantasy Collection: Chapter 181 - Chapter 190

Jaxx POV"Why do you have to talk to that skank? She is trying to steal you away from me!' she pouted. I don't know if she really thought that would work, but it didn’t. Something has changed and I’m not sure if it’s me or her. But I can never go back to the way it was before."Selene is much better than you!" Snarled Phoebe. "She wouldn't stoop so low to go after someone like Jaxx. Not after he's touched you!"I get it, she's pissed, but is that really what she thinks? I don't even care. I only care what Selene thinks! And I don't think that is the truth."I have to go talk to her!" I beg Levi. He and I don’t always get along like we used to, but I think he sees something in me and he softens his stance a little bit."What are you going to do?" he huffed, giving me a chance to explain. "Tell her sorry for all the crap I've pulled. I just want to talk! I swear!" If I’m not careful, I might end up crying and lose my man card. I can't let Lee see me groveling… I need to save that for h

I'm tired and I just want to go back to sleep... Not that I got any sleep to begin with. Maybe that's the whole problem. If my mind hadn't been flooded with thoughts of Jaxx all freaking night long, I could've been just fine and got the rest my body needs. But can I catch a break? NOPE! I had to relive every second he was with me in technicolor.After Jaxx came into my room yesterday and told me I shouldn't be with the twins, then Maria came in and started a fight... I just stared outside all night long. I cried and cried until there were no tears left for me to cry. I don't know why I let this boy make me so miserable. He shouldn't have to this kind of pull over me.I could feel the moon's pull, calling me. I wanted to go out and swim under the moonlight. It might have soothed me... But with things as they are it would be dangerous for me to leave without telling anyone where I was headed. And then they would've sent someone with me, and I really just wanted to be alone after the cra

But no. That just isn't who I am. He has to chose for himself. And he's made his decision. Now he's made is own bed he will have to lay in it. I don't know if he is truly happy the way he is. Sometimes I look at him and see a deep sadness I wish I could get rid of. But it's not my place. All I can do is support him and hope he is happy with his choices and love him from afar.I slowly make my way to school. Maybe I can talk to Calliope about my feelings for her brother? I just don't know. I'm sure she wouldn't hate me. She hates Cassie! And not because she's dating her brother. She hates her in general because she's a freaking bully.I wonder what my friends would think if I just told them I've been in love with Jaxx? Would they all feel bad for me? Would they know how much of a lost cause it is? Would they encourage me to break Jaxx from Cassie's spell? I just don't know!Unfortunately before I can find my friends, I'm stopped on the sidewalk by Cassie and her posse. They look like t

"Please! I don't want to think about it," I grumble. I really don't want to think about it. It still hurts too much. And to tell the truth, I don't even know what to make of the whole damn conversation. It was so confusing and I was so emotional I'm not sure what it was he was really trying to tell me."Why? What did that idiot say?" Knox looks over at me like he might have an idea of what he wanted. I wish he'd just come out and say whatever it is he's trying to get out of me, because I don't know what it is he's fishing for."He told me I shouldn't date the twins... Actually he told me I shouldn't date anyone!" I huff in annoyance.I can still hear his words from last night in my head replaying over and over again.“I... was just wondering... where the twins were?” he asked through gritted teeth.Now that I think about it, it did seem like a strange question when he asked it, and if I would've thought about it a little more maybe I would've known he wasn't happy that they seem to be

I spent the rest of my classes dodging rumors and suspicious looks or down right feral glares from my fellow classmates. I don't know how they were so easily duped! Most of the school knows me, and most of them really liked me. So why are they listening to the lies when they should be using their heads?I really don't think I've earned any of this hostility! I really didn't do anything, and what I do with the twins is none of anyone's business! Why is it all of a sudden everyone else's job to shame me, when I know for a fact Beth and Bianca have both been sleeping around. Actually, most of the girls in their little gang have been sleeping around, including Cassie! And she doesn't even bother to keep it from Jaxx!Obviously, Jaxx doesn't seem to care because all he wants is her. So he puts up with it and lets her get away with just about anything... Including beating me black and blue. He will never stop her when she wants something. And what she wants most is power... But I refuse to