Selene The time I spent in L.A. had me all over the place, either emotions. Knowing that Rowan came for me at the slightest thought of me moving on. That had to be something, right? Or am I just being a total fool. Maybe it’s just the hormones that have me falling harder for him. I know this baby wants both parents, and I promise they will have that. I promise that this baby will feel love from both parents no matter where they are. I know a part of me fears telling him. He was raised on two time zones. He hated it and hated his father. So I know he will never want to be apart from his kid. But I don’t want him to give up on his dream of London. I don’t want to be the reason he is stuck in New York. That is why if I move to California and he goes to London, then I can at least let him get started on his life before the baby comes. Before he feels guilty for not being close. If I allow myself to be the bad guy, then he can be the favorite. I don’t mind that because the kid woul
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