All Chapters of The Night My Boss Owned Me: Chapter 191 - Chapter 200

SeleneA few days have passed we haven’t gotten anywhere with out plan. The flowers and card came back with only the shop owner, delivery guy, Anna and my fingerprints. When we spoke to the owner, they said it was a phone call and that he took the order. Said it was a woman and that she seemed a little off her meds.     “Then why the hell did you accept the order?” Rowan yells. Did I mention we went to the shop. Yes, we are in the floral shop now.     “Well sir business is slow and a sale is a sale.” The short pudgy balding man explained.     “Well, I can make business really slow…”     “Rowan, it’s not his fault. He is just trying to make it.” I stopped Rowan before he made a threat that would get him in trouble. Not that this man really had a fear in the world.     &ldqu

SeleneI really don’t understand what has happened. It’s like Rowan is shutting me out. After dinner with his girl from hell, I decided to just go home and go to sleep. He didn’t wake me. He went to his office and worked on something. I have no idea what. But I felt him pulling away. So, the next few days, we went on as roommates. Nothing more. No teasing or touching. He has made it his mission to end things as they began. Without a relationship between us.     I have been respecting his requests and started focusing on how I will work the company in his absence.  I have a speech I’ve been working on to embrace our divorce and our company split.     Today we have a meeting with the team as word has leaked of trouble in paradise. That being said our numbers look amazing this quarter. We have been having a really good year. The proof is there. We work well together Rowan and I. Just

Selene(This chapter contains memories of sexual abuse)I can’t think. I can’t breathe. It’s like the worst panic attack ever. Then there he is. This warm mass of man that envelopes me. He doesn’t force himself into my space. He keeps a close distance. He talks to me in a soothing voice. He brings his tall stature down to my eye level. This begins to calm the pain. The tears begin to lesson. I feel as though I can feel my own skin again.      When these men my mother brought home would see me, I knew I had to leave. The lustful grins on their faces as I tried to wear as much clothing as possible. I t didn’t matter. When I would tell my mother they made me feel uncomfortable, she told me I should stop flirting and they won’t bother me. They would drink and smoke with my mother. Doing other drugs until they passed out. I would lock myself in my room but they would always find a way in. They would always

SeleneI knew that Rowan had connections. I embraced the dark side without concern. Maybe because I some point, I hoped they would help me. Help to resolve my issues of my past. Help me to get the justice that I never had. The men who hurt me, used me. I have wanted to find them and end them time and time again. But I never thought I would get the chance. I never thought that I would see them no matter how hard I would stare down any man that resembled the ones who hurt me. I wished that they all died a slow painful death if I never got to them in time. But mainly I wanted to be the one to give them the justice. I wanted to be the one to watch the life fade from their eyes. Or at least watch the fear fill them.     I never though I could go through with such a crime but I was sure the court system would go easier on me for my past trauma. Those were all just ideas that I would always have in my head. I knew I could never go through with actual harm

SeleneI can’t believe the things that happened in that basement. The pain I needed to inflict on him. The man who took from me things I should have been in charge of. I should have chosen my first time. He didn’t deserve to take it from me and he sure as hell didn’t deserve to leave me pregnant. Having that abortion was a difficult choice but I knew I could not bring a poor child into this world that was through so much pain. I couldn’t get away from my mother fast enough after I had the procedure. I ran away to a different borough and she never looked for me. She was still getting her government assistance in my name so that was all she wanted.     After we left from downstairs, I know the men were transported to the Bergman’s family estate. I know they have pigs out there and from what I’ve read in books, they are great at getting rid of bodies. I hope that they are fed to the pigs still alive. I don’t e