ENIDThe first thing I feel is weight.Heavy, dull, pressing behind my eyes like a fist made of light.Then warmth.A steady warmth close to my hand… no, wrapped around it.I blink, slowly, as if my lashes are stuck together, and the white ceiling comes into focus, sterile, too bright, too quiet. A hospital ceiling.I inhale sharply, and the scent of disinfectant fills my lungs.Hospital. I’m in a hospital.Why? What happened?My heart rate spikes, and I turn my head. Everything feels slow, like the world is dragging a second behind me, and then I see him.Cassian. Sitting in the chair beside my bed.His elbows rest on his knees, his hands clasped tight, his head bowed as if he’s trying to hold himself together. His shoulders rise and fall with a slow, uneven breath. He’s still in the same clothes, but they’re wrinkled now, like he’s been here for hours, and his hair is messy.He looks exhausted.Worried. Terrified, even.I don’t think I’ve ever seen an expression like that on him. No
Last Updated : 2025-12-05 Read more