Lahat ng Kabanata ng Blind and Bound: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

Breakfast seemed to go well, I can’t deny that it made me feel good to have Odessa open up to talking. I have been worried that things would be silent and awkward. It’s a pleasant surprise and relief to have her tell me bits of her past and allow me the same opening. I did say I wanted us to get to know one another. My mother used to say to my father that talking is sometimes the best balm, even if yelling is involved. It can air out most difficulties and sometimes lead to solutions. “Care to walk with me in the garden? I have time before I have to dive into a couple of meetings.”I’m worried she’ll say no, that she’s starting to turn away from what’s blooming between us. I can sense our bond strengthening with the more time we spend together, but that doesn’t mean she has to accept it.“Actually, yes! I can smell the water from a fountain, hear it too, and the smells are comforting. Maybe you can describe it to me while we walk?”That, that right there warms my heart and lets me re

I’m walking with Arius and Dirk, finding that I like the warmth of the sun and the smells of the gardens. Dirk had escorted me around the castle, talking about the different areas, and allowing my senses to learn of the space I’m in. For a while now, we have been walking in companionable silence. I’m not in the mood to talk, just to listen and let my senses observe my surroundings. Suddenly, Dirk tenses, Arius growls low and I can sense a shift in the air. Something or someone nearby is staring at us and growling. I’ve tensed and my nerves are screaming, but there’s something else. My lips part as I realize there’s a blazing, golden energy humming from something huge before me. I can sense his rage and his struggle. “Levantus…” I say softly and touch the top of Arius’ head. My eyes stare toward the glow. There’s a flicker when it hears my voice and a need. “Dirk, you and Arius leave us. I can handle this, but we need some privacy, it’ll be ok.” I stand completely still, sensin

I walk through the city, Dirk on my right and Arius on my left. Levantus is busy with the council and he has yet to bring me before then. He says he isn’t ready to let them poke and prod at me. For now, I’ll give him another day. Dirk speaks up from beside me with amusement. “How nice is it to be just walking around with no real purpose?”I roll my eyes and smile as I tilt my head in his direction. My mind is racing with things I need to do, but this reprieve has been good. “It feels like I’m wasting minutes and hours instead of doing something useful. Then again, it’s nice to be able to breathe for a minute and feel like I might fit in.”I admit to him while we walk. Arius bumps my side and makes me laugh a little bit. Dirk chuckles as well. “My lady, if you don’t mind my saying so, you probably could fit in anywhere. You’ve just let yourself believe that you weren’t allowed. I know this because I’ve met men who lived like you did. Horrible things happened to you, but it doesn’t

“G-Goddess! Levantus!”I gasp his name a moment before he rips open the corset top of my dress. My breasts now beared to him. He growls again as he pulls away to look. “Odessa…”He breathes my name like a prayer as he hovers over me now on the couch. I can feel his heart hammering beneath my palm. He trembles and lifts only slightly. “I… apologies… I do want this, but I don’t mean to rush… tell me to leave and I’ll go.” I tremble beneath him, listening to his words. He’s trying to hold back, though we have already gotten here. He wouldn’t dare go further without permission. I hesitate only a moment before I pull him down to me. “I accept you, Levantus… I accept what we can share.” The second I’m done speaking he’s on me. I gasp and groan as he kisses me fiercely. His nails rake down my thighs, lifting them so they’re surrounding his hips. Then one hand lifts so he can start groping my breast and play with my nipple. I moan and my back arches beneath him, feeling his hardness gr

We hold hands as I walk at her side. She’s calm, but she isn’t smiling anymore and that’s my fault. Dirk said I hurt her, she cried. That stabs my heart and causes my thumb to rub her knuckles. “Odessa, first, let me say I’m sorry. Not for what we shared and share, but for disappearing.”By now I’ve lead her to a bridge to stand on, looking over a large stream that runs through the city. The sound of the water is peaceful. We are alone right now and that’s what I want. Though, I know Dirk is close, always watching. Odessa frowns and tilts her head toward the water. My words say one thing, but otherwise it doesn’t mean much. Before I can speak again, she finally opens up. “I don’t know what you want me to say or how you want me to feel. At first, I told myself it was just work. You had things you had to do and you couldn’t wait for me to awaken. Then you weren’t anywhere around us. You didn’t show for meals or even pass in the hall. Before, you always made some sort of passing to at