Lahat ng Kabanata ng Sinful cravings for my hockey step brother : Kabanata 81 - Kabanata 86

ALVINI couldn’t look away from him. His eyes narrowed slightly as he stared at me, but when he noticed another pair of eyes, he relaxed his face, and eventually, he looked away.The guys patted my shoulder and gathered together in a hurdle, talking about the plan that we had discussed over the phone in our group chat but my feet were still rooted to the ground.Why was he here? He never came to these things.He was always too busy to even show up to my usual games, even though he watched the replays of them and gave me pointers that I didn't ask for.Did Jenna call him and tell him to show up here because I couldn't think of any other reason why he would even think it okay to show his face here? We didn't have the usual father-son relationship. I turned away from him but I could still feel his eyes on me.Don't tell me… was he home last night? Did he hear what Viana and I were doing? Did he catch a glimpse of us and was he waiting to confront me after the game? Too many reasons poppe

VIANAMy hands kept shaking and no matter what I did, they didn't stop. I had tried calming exercises, I had tried chanting to myself over and over that Alvin was fine, and I had even tried singing which my mum didn't quite like.I didn't know what else to do.“Mum. I think I'm going to throw up.”She turned to stare at me and then back at the road and sighed before swerving to the curve and turning off the car.I burst out of it and ran to the edge, emptying my guts.My mother came up behind me and handed me a bottle of water to rinse my mouth with.“He's fine, Viana. You're doing too much.”“Fine? Mum, he's not fine. I heard what happened and I'm sure he’s very hurt and probably can't even move from the bed right now.”She raised an unimpressed brow at me but when she realised that I was really scared, she sighed and got back into the car, waving me over to join her.I got back in the car and she drove off to a small cafe.“Here “ she handed me some money. “Get three cups of coffee

VIANA“What was that all about?” My mother scolded me and I just folded my hands while turning away from her.“I didn't do anything.”“I heard what you said.” She said it in an annoyed tone, but my frown deepened, and I chose not to say anything. It's not like I said anything wrong so why was she getting so defensive about it?She sighed and grabbed my shoulder, forcing me to face her and then shook her head slowly at me.“I know you don't really like Alvin's father that much or the entire arrangement that we have in this family but you'll just have to make do with it. It's just… I enjoy his company.” She squeezed my hand and looked at me with a sad look that made my heart shake. “ I like him a lot and I don't want what we have to be–”,Ruined by me. That was what she was trying to tell me. She didn't want her daughter to ruin what she had going on with a man that she was trying to force me to accept.“I understand,” I said with a blank expression and it only seemed to break her heart