Alle Kapitel von The Wolf behind the desk : Kapitel 21 – Kapitel 30

The carving on the wall terrified me.It sat in the corner. It was low on the baseboard. The fire flared. The mark flickered in sight. It was a crude circle with a slash through the middle. Someone etched it into the pale pine wood.The sap inside the groove was wet. It glistened like amber in the firelight.Someone had been here today.I lay on the rusted bed frame. I stared at the mark. My eyes burned. I needed to blink.Rian stood by the hearth. His back was to me. He had taken off his shirt. The firelight played over his bruises. They bloomed purple and black across his ribs. The bandage on his shoulder was soaked red.He stretched. The muscles coiled. He was healing. The power was knitting him back together.I lay here rotting.He turned around. He held a battered metal cup. Steam curled off the surface."Broth," he said. His voice sounded wrecked. "I found dried rations. It smells terrible. It is hot."He walked toward me. His boots were heavy on the floorboards. He did not l

The cave felt like a mouth. It was deep. It was dry. The stone walls looked like jagged teeth. Rian led me into the shadows. He moved with a limp. His bitten arm hung at his side. The blood had stopped. The skin looked purple.He dropped his pack. The sound echoed. He looked at me. He did not speak. He began to gather dry wood. He found old pine branches in the back. He found dried moss. He built a small pile.He struck his lighter. The flame flickered. It caught the moss. The orange light grew. It pushed the darkness to the corners. The heat hit my face. My skin felt tight. The river water evaporated from my clothes. I started to shake.The cold was leaving. The pain was arriving.Rian watched me. He sat on a flat stone. He pulled his boots off. He poured the water out. He set the boots near the fire. He removed his soaked shirt. He wrung the fabric. The water hissed on the hot coals.The firelight showed his body. The bruises looked like ink. The scars on his chest looked like si

The forest felt different now. The pines stood tall. The needles felt sharp against my skin. The world carried a weight. The fusion pulse beat in my skull. I felt Rian moving through the brush. I felt his muscles stretch. I felt the ache in his bitten arm. The sensation felt like a phantom limb. I occupied his body. He occupied mine.We moved toward the sunrise. The light looked gray. The mist hung in the valleys. Rian did not speak. He did not need speech. His thoughts arrived in my mind like stones falling into a pond. He felt the cold. He felt the hunger. He felt the need for the throne.The throne felt like a physical object in my brain. Rian saw the gold. He saw the stone. He saw the city. I felt the weight of his ambition. This ambition felt heavy. This ambition felt suffocating. I wanted to push the thought out. I wanted to find a corner of my mind for myself.The cave felt like a distant memory. The intimacy felt like a dream. I thought about the sex. I thought about the touch

The throne room felt like t⁠he inside⁠ of‍ a cold, dea‌d s‍tar.⁠ The air was thick with the scent of ozone f​rom the shattered war‍ds and the bitter smell of anci‌ent d‌ust.​ Blackwo⁠od sat o⁠n the high throne​ of bo‌ne, his fingers tapping‌ a rhythm⁠ic, p​redatory beat against the armrest. He look‍ed smal​le⁠r​ th​an I e​xpected, but the po⁠wer radiating fro‍m him‍ was a physical we‍ight that p​re‌sse‌d against my lu​ngs‌. Be‍side him, th‍e young girl stood as a silent sen⁠tinel, her black eyes reflecting a void that m​ade my own​ hea‍rt​ ache with a fa⁠miliar, hollow grief.R‌ian was a​ storm at my side, his presence in th⁠e bond no lo​ng‍er a suffo⁠c​ating leash but a shar​ed frequency of war. I⁠ could feel the heat of his‌ blood, the frant‌ic rhythm of his heart, and the absolute, singular focu‌s of hi‌s‍ need to reclaim‍ wh⁠at‍ was​ stolen.‌ Yet, even in the he‍at of the fusion, I felt a new space wit‍hin‌ myself. I had​ bui⁠l‍t a wall of ice to protect the small part of me that

The sun rose over the jagged peaks of the mountains. Light flooded the stone corridor. The air felt cold. The smell of smoke lingered in the curtains. I walked toward the Great Hall. My boots made a rhythmic sound on the floor. I felt the pulse of the bond. The connection felt like a heavy chain. Rian stayed in the hall. He sat with his captains. He sat with the men of war.I pushed the heavy oak doors. The wood felt rough. The hinges groaned. The sound echoed off the high ceiling. Rian sat at the head of a long table. He wore black gear. The silver blood of the scouts stained his sleeves. He looked up. His eyes flashed gold. The ring in his pupils remained thick. He did not smile. He did not stand.Thorne sat at his right hand. Thorne looked at a list. The paper looked yellow. Thorne looked at the names of the prisoners. Five hundred men remained in the courtyard. Five hundred men waited for a sentence.The soldiers must die. Thorne stated.The old man looked at Rian. Thorne looked f