Chapter 104Damien read the completed pages on Sunday afternoon.He had been given fifteen. He received twelve, with a note at the end that said: “You changed the number. I am holding you to it.” He read the note and then he read the pages from the start, the way he always read things, all the way through, no skimming, each page given its full weight.Page four was about the first time Lennon had understood that what he felt was not admiration. Page six was about the blindfold and the club and walking into class the next morning and the specific moment of recognition that had rearranged everything. Page nine was the one about wanting, the same subject as the original page nine, but further in, more specific, the version that had been produced by everything that had happened between then and now.Page eleven said: “I think I understand now what you meant about making decisions together. I have been making them alone because being alone in a decision felt safer than being seen making
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