LAURA I watched him act so emotional towards me, and that was all I needed from him. We both ate slowly, savoring both the food and the conversation. Xavier started a discussion as he ate slowly too. “I know I once had a dream,” he said. I smiled supportively. I wanted everything. This was what I always wanted for him. From him, he was truthful, telling me how he felt, telling me how everything was going for him. And that was what was important at this moment before the mafia consumed my life. “I wanted to be an architect once,” he said, and my eyes almost bulged out of their sockets. “Really? You? An architect? I can't even imagine it at this point.” “Yeah, yeah, I wanted to be. I wanted to design buildings that would outlast me,” he said, then ended it with a chuckle. I stayed quiet, also knowing what he meant. He wanted us to share our dreams, what we thought about each other. And I wasn't going to stop at any moment. “I too had a fantasy—I'll call it—about opening
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