Four weeks after Blair's visit, I'm settling into London life. Leo starts school and loves it. I interview nannies for after the baby arrives and hire Maureen, the Irish woman with warm eyes and endless patience. I begin working with my design team, planning my first collection for London Fashion Week.My life has rhythm and purpose. I wake early, make Leo breakfast, walk him to school. I spend mornings at the studio, designing and collaborating with my team. Afternoons I rest, following doctor's orders. Evenings are for Leo—homework, dinner, stories before bed.It's a good life. A full life.But something is missing, and I know exactly what it is.One morning, I wake to nausea that has nothing to do with pregnancy. Today would have been my five-year wedding anniversary with Travis. Instead, I'm divorced, pregnant with another man's baby, living in a foreign country.I should feel triumphant. Instead, I feel unmoored.I call Tessy, needing to hear a familiar voice. She answers on the
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