SELFISH DENIALS

ALANI don’t realize how hard I’m clutching my phone until I eventually set it on the table, and I notice how bent it’s gotten.What the fuck is her problem exactly? Every single day with Reina, I’m reminded why it’s better to date your age because these younger women would always drive you fucking nuts. It’s high time I got a blood pressure monitor here. It’s a need now.I pick up my phone, get off the couch and start to call her again. She’s still not answering. Since I saw those videos Jeff posted all over his page of both of them in a restaurant, I’ve been a mess. Pacing all over my house, sending her a batch of texts that are only delivered, never read.ME: We need to talk about Jeff.ME: Call me. Or ask me to call you, when you’re free.ME: Reina.ME: He’s not the man you think he is. I can show you.ME: Belle, please look at your phone.She didn’t answer any of those, or the next twelve messages I sent right after them.“Daddy?” Ethan’s voice calls out from the living room’s en

BAD DATES

REINAAfter I drop the call, I go back inside and gather my things, waiting for Alan on the side of the road.He has the exact address of my house—of course, he’s my boss—but I decide to just wait for him by the road still. It feels too personal, meeting at our house… and there’s just too many personal things going on between us lately.I just start registering everything around me in the chilly evening, and letting fear start to sink, when Alan’s BMW pulls up beside me.He gets off the car and opens my side for me, shutting it when I enter inside. I almost finally smile at how he’s unconsciously dropping his hard walls, becoming less grumpy around me, but the heaviness of this morning/afternoon wouldn’t just leave me.Alan doesn’t ask any questions as he starts the engine and we hit the road. He lets me look outside the window throughout the drive, his speakers softly playing classics. The night breeze blows across my face and I eventually shut my eyes, feeling like I don’t want this

A REBIRTH

ALANI wake up the next morning with the bluest balls ever known to mankind. All from trying to be a good man to her.I spooned her from behind all night, my hand starting out on her waist but ending on her perfect breasts, rubbing her nipples and enjoying her soft moans. Left a hickey or two on her, too. She made sure to push her ass against my dick as much as she could, rubbing against me like a needy whore.All I just had to do was take her invitation and fuck her. Yet, I couldn’t bring myself to do it.Reina scurried out of my room in my T-shirt around 4am, pressing a kiss to my mouth with a whispered thank you. It took all my willpower not to drag her back inside and fuck her like she deserves to be fucked after keeping me on edge all night.I get to the site with a huge frown etched on my face, which immediately dissipates when I take in the sight before me. I step out of the car, and for a second, I just stand there with my neck tilted back.When we started this project, it was

HIS PERSON

REINAI shut the door after James, who came to my room with a box filled with all of the stuff I’ve ever given to Thelma.It really annoys me how petty she’s acting because of all this. James said she did all that because she was really close with Alan’s wife. According to him, she wanted to see if he’s really sleeping around or we just have something special going on between us. She’s confirmed it’s the latter, and she’s disappointed in me for jumping him and mixing business with pleasure when she’s warned against it.“She thinks you’ll get hurt, and she’s only angry because she tried to warn you as a big sister, but you refused to listen.” James said.This is all coming after my trip to the station. The officers seemed to all be on my side at first… well, until they saw Jeff. The moment I saw the subtle hint of fear in their eyes, I knew I’d lost my case.A few of them tried their best to open a case file, at least. But it all ended in a discussion, and a later date was set for more

IMPULSES

ALAN“Oh my God.” Reina gets off the bed and rushes to pick up the pieces of the broken artwork. I get off the bed as well, seeing that Ethan’s eyes have now zeroed in on the pieces of cotton wool around us.“Dad, that’s blood.” He says calmly. I know Ethan is squeamish, but I also know he’ll try to hide that fear from me. Try to be a big boy.“Yes, it is.” I answer him. “I got injured at work. Reina was helping me clean up.”“She was also hugging you.” His tone is accusatory, and Reina beats me to a reply,“Yes. I was. But I was only trying to comfort him.”Ethan doesn’t ask any other question, watching the ruined artwork in her hands instead.“I wanted to show you that, I’m sorry I dropped it. It was a picture of you I painted. It’s not perfect, but I think I got your eyes.” He smiles bitterly. Reina slips her hand under his cheek.“No, no, don’t be sorry, E. This can still be restored.” Reina tries to piece a few parts together as she speaks. In truth, it’s going to be a tough one…

All Chapters of An Affair With His Virgin Nanny: Chapter 41 - Chapter 45

SELFISH DENIALS

BAD DATES

A REBIRTH

HIS PERSON

IMPULSES