All Chapters of Wild Temptation After Divorce: Chapter 1 - Chapter 6

SavvyDear DiaryToday was the day my marriage started falling apart. We took the day off. We were supposed to celebrate our 3-year anniversary with a day of hot monkey s*x and a nice dinner. But instead, the moment we got up and out of bed, Brian dressed and went next door. He didn’t tell me he was doing that. I went to the kitchen to make breakfast. When I was done, I called for him, but all I got back was silence. I searched our house, but couldn’t find him. Then I heard giggling. I looked outside and there he was. He was playing in the yard with Emmy, our new next-door neighbor's daughter. Sherry, her mother, was sitting on her front porch watching them run around. I went outside to let Brian know I had made breakfast, and he informed me he had already eaten. He had eaten breakfast with Sherry and Emmy. I was stunned. While he kept running around the yard with Emmy, I looked at Sherry. She smirked at me and waved. I just turned around and went back inside. I had lost my appetite.

SavvyDear Diary,I’m tired. I’m tired of all the worry and fighting. I’m going to give him one more chance. Just one more. I hope he doesn’t fail me. I love him, but I can’t take this heartbreak anymore. He says he still loves me, but I don’t know. He only ever wants to spend time with Sherry and her daughter. I want to believe him, but my mind and heart are so hurt. I guess we will see what happens. Once more chance.**********************************************************************************I went home, hoping and praying he would be there and not at Sherry’s. The Uber dropped me off. I looked over at Sherry’s house. There were lights on, but I couldn’t see if Brian was in there. I turned the knob on my front door and it opened. Okay, maybe he was home. The smell hit me first. It was delicious. I hadn’t smelled the food that was permeating the air for a long time. It was the one thing Brian could cook that was delicious. I walked into the kitchen and saw h

SavvyDear DiaryI have my proof. Two days ago, I had to Uber myself home. Brian went running off to that woman again. Again, and again, he chooses her. He’s hurt me so much these last months. I don’t feel loved. I feel worthless, I have no hope in me anymore. I see no future when once it was clear. He’s obviously falling in love with her. I never thought he would cheat on me, but I saw it with my own eyes. I even snapped a quick picture with my phone. I can’t stop staring at it. He’s holding her so close, with her legs and arms wrapped around him. I can’t stop torturing myself with the picture. I’ve been staying at the gym. I didn’t want to go to Brian’s mother’s house. He’s her son, she will always choose him. I really wish my mother was here. I wish I could call my parents and tell them everything, but I don’t want them to hate Brian. I still love him.****************************************************************************I was glad my workload was so heavy