All Chapters of Caught Between My Alpha Stepbrothers: Theirs to Ruin: Chapter 61 - Chapter 70

CHAPTER 61SEBASTIAN – POINT OF VIEW“Ugh, the rain is so annoying. Why hasn’t it stopped?” Alicia drones on beside me, and I clench my jaw hard.Silas listened to me and blocked me out. I forgot Julia was also connected to me, and she doesn’t know how to block me out. Now, I feel everything they’re feeling and worse. Every wave of pleasure crashes into me, every need, every glide, thrust and want. Fuck my life. I shouldn’t be here. I should be with them. What the fuck am I even doing with Alicia?Julia broke my heart, and I went to Alicia. How childish of me.“Are you even listening to me?” Alicia demands, screeching.The sound of her voice makes me want to kill myself.I am so irritated, and truly, it’s not her fault. Right now, my wolf is restless and in a rut. I’m supposed to be with my mate. Her presence alone will calm my chaos, but instead, I’m with Alicia, someone my wolf and mate hate. It’s reversed, and my suffering continues. I can’t be here. Not anymore.“You need to leave

CHAPTER 63SEBASTIAN – POINT OF VIEWJulia clamps down hard on my cock, and I groan, burying my face in her hair.My wolf roars within; the need to consume her almost overwhelms me, but I push back. I cannot mark her. She’ll feel it, and that will open a dam of things we don’t need to talk about yet. Having sex now, even when we’re holding so much from her, makes me feel like shit, but what are we supposed to say? ‘Hey, baby, we’re not fully human, we’re wolves too?’ I know how that conversation will go. She’ll be pissed, think we’re insane and run from us. Running from us will only make her run into danger. Marking her shows everyone she’s ours, removing everyone's doubt. A mate to the insane brothers means she’s not really human, and there’s so much about her that we don’t know. It’ll put the spotlight on her, and men like Franco will swoop in. They’ll try to hurt her, and I’ll be forced to kill again.As if she can sense me pulling away, she looks at me and tightens around me.“Ju

CHAPTER 65JULIA – POINT OF VIEWI feel backed into a corner, and probably because I am. I am pushed into a corner, and have to make a choice.Do I stay with them despite the secrets they keep, or what?“What’s the alternative?” I ask, popping the pill.“Alternative?” Silas folds his arms.I push it down with water, and focus on them, “I can either choose to be with you despite knowing you are keeping secrets from me, or what? What’s the alternative? What happens to us if I say no?” I explain, glancing at them.Sebastian puffs his cheeks and exhales, “We … we haven’t thought that far.”“Well, think about it now. It’s not rocket science, is it?” I grin, trying to make light of the situation even though I feel like shit. This sounds too much like an ultimatum, and I do not like it at all. I expected an easy love, not complications.“The alternative … would be to continue as we always have, and try to … to hold a friendship, at least a semblance of it.” Silas falls over his words, and I

CHAPTER 67JULIAI inhale slowly, and smile, “H … hi, Steve.”He doesn’t respond, and just smiles, showing his teeth. His eyes doesn’t look so dark now that he has stepped closer. I must have imagined it, but I can feel it in my guts that something is very wrong.“I was looking for you.” He speaks.I inhale, “Looking for me? Here? In Silas’s bedroom?”“Yeah, yeah, I thought you would be here, because you’re all so joined at the hips lately. They are always with you, and you with them. As if you’re bonded. I would be jealous of the connection if I didn’t have a woman.” He flashes a dark smile.He’s digging a pit but I’m not going to fall into it.I shrug, “We have a lot of shared interests and mutual friends. We exists in the same circle.”“I haven’t seen Alicia around lately. Do you think they’re broken up? I don’t really know what’s going on in my sons life. They never tell me anything, but I’m sure they tell you everything. You’d tell me if there’s anything strange or concerning hap

CHAPTER 69JULIA -- POINT OF VIEW“You may need to pack some clothes.” Silas tells me.I smile, surfing through my closet, “How long are we going to be there?”“A week.” He answers, then adds, “Only if you want to stay a week. We can leave anytime you want.”I chuckle, “Are we going to be alone there? Will Rowan and Bree be there?”“Well, not partcularly. They’ll be close by though. I have another cabin closer to the road. We can chose to hike from theirs to ours. The ball is in your court, Julia. We’ll do whatever you want us to.” He assures me.I shake my head, “You’re the expert. You’re the one with the evening planned. You know what works best for us. So, tell me what you think.”He smiles and says, “We can drive there separately in case we need to leave anything or they need to leave. Our departure won’t be dependent on the availability of one car. We shouldn’t hike there. It’s evening already, but when we get there, we can go for a short walk, show you the dam and the woods, the