Semua Bab Alpha's Regret: I want her back!: Bab 21 - Bab 30

Alpha Sebastian POVWeeks had passed, yet there was still no word of Valerie.Her departure had shattered me. It haunted my every waking moment, crept into my nights, and refused to let me rest. Sleep only came when I drowned myself in liquor, and even then, it offered no peace. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her face,her pain, her tears, the betrayal in her eyes. It all felt so fresh, as if it had happened only yesterday.I wanted to change it. I wanted to undo everything, but I had failed her. All I could do now was pray, deep within my heart, that she was safe,wherever she was. And if the Moon Goddess ever showed me mercy and brought her back to me someday, I swore I would cherish her for the rest of my life.I sat in silence, my gaze fixed on the fire burning in the hearth. The flames danced mockingly, reflecting the chaos in my heart. I lifted the bottle and took another long sip, the burn doing nothing to numb the ache. Leaning back against the couch, I let the weight of ex

Valerie POVLife here has been good,two months had passed, and for the first time in a long while, I felt peace, the kind of peace I had once begged the Moon Goddess for. Staying here had been the right choice.I had taken a job at a small bakery, working tirelessly to save enough money for my clinic fees. Sometimes, while kneading dough or arranging loaves, my thoughts drifted to Alpha Sebastian. Each time it happened, I shook my head sharply, forcing the memories away. Why was I thinking of him? What was wrong with me?My only goal was revenge on him and my sister for everything they had done to me. I didn’t care what was happening in their lives. I didn’t want to know.I delivered bread quietly and took in more orders, handing them over to the old man who owned the bakery. He often said I was a blessing to his shop. The day passed quickly, leaving me tired and exhausted. After we closed, I made my way home, knowing Sarah wouldn’t be back yet. I decided I would prepare dinner before

Alpha Sebastian POVI had thought of countless ways to make them suffer. Ways that would make them scream, beg, and wish for death. But I realized that if I acted too quickly, they would know I had uncovered the truth. And that would ruin everything.So I chose patience,I decided to play nice.I knew Helen too well,she would never stop scheming. If I gave her a little hope, she would expose herself without knowing it. That was why I ordered Owen to inform her that I would be having dinner with her tonight.As expected, she took the bait,Everything went exactly as planned.The dining room was perfectly prepared. The table was long and polished, the dishes arranged with care, candles flickering softly. A servant came to inform me that the meal was ready. I rose from my chambers and walked toward the dining hall, my steps slow and controlled.When I entered, I saw Helen already seated.The moment her eyes landed on me, her face lit up with a wide smile. She stood quickly and bowed her he

Valerie POVMy eyes widened in shock as I stood before the mirror, twisting my body and stretching my arm backward, trying to reach the moon mark. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t touch it. Slowly, the glow began to fade until everything returned to normal, as if nothing had happened at all.“Look, Valerie… it’s not glowing anymore,” Sarah muttered.She reached out and brushed her fingers over the mark, then quickly pulled her hand back, as though afraid.Confusion surged through me as I stared at my reflection. Why now? Why was this happening? Was this the reason my mother had always forced me to cover the mark? Was it why she allowed Helen to steal my identity so easily?I turned from the mirror and looked at Sarah.“Do you know what this means?” I asked, my voice trembling.I truly didn’t understand what was happening to me anymore. Ever since I became pregnant, strange things had been happening. My emotions were unstable,I got angry too easily. And now this… the moon mark I

Alpha Sebastian POVDays had passed,the search continued relentlessly, yet nothing was found. No scent. No trace. It felt as though an invisible wall stood between me and Valeria, sealing her away, mocking every effort I made to reach her.I had given Helen clear warnings, clear hints of what awaited her. I thought the message in the painting was obvious. I believed she would understand what I was trying to say. But perhaps she was too foolish… or perhaps she chose to ignore it.I pleaded,I wept.I drowned myself in bottles of liquor, foolishly hoping that Valeria would return on her own.She didn’t,Every attempt to find her failed.Slowly, I began to lose my mind.I buried myself in pack affairs, forcing my days to be filled with meetings, judgments, and orders,but even that wasn’t enough. My thoughts betrayed me constantly. Sometimes I imagined Valeria walking into the courtroom, her wrists and ankles bound in chains, her eyes empty, broken because of me.Every night, the same nightm