NARA I didn’t sleep well one bit. Every time I got close to something deep enough to count as rest, the text message pulled me back up. The words had lodged themselves somewhere behind my eyes and they were still there when the first grey lights of morning started pushing through the curtains. I lay on my side of the bed staring at the wall and listening to Jared breathe on his side and thought about Mike. About the version of Mike I used to know, the one who held my hand and made promises and asked me to wait just a little longer. By the time Jared’s alarm went off I had already been awake for an hour. I kept still and kept my breathing even while he moved around the room getting ready. The bathroom door, the wardrobe, the soft sound of a drawer sliding open and closed. I listened to all of it with my eyes shut and my chest tight while I said nothing, still faking sleep After awhile, the bedroom door clicked shut behind him. I waited another ten minutes before I sat up. I show
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