(His POV)I don’t notice how tired I am until my body stops cooperating.It happens in the middle of a meeting—nothing dramatic, nothing worthy of alarm. Just a moment where my focus slips, my notes blur slightly, and a familiar pressure settles behind my eyes. The kind that isn’t pain yet, but promises it if ignored.I straighten in my chair, breathe through it, keep my expression neutral.I’ve gotten very good at that.The meeting continues. I contribute where needed. I nod at the right moments. When it ends, a colleague claps me lightly on the shoulder and says, “Solid as always.”I smile.That phrase follows me through the rest of the day like an echo.Solid as always.Reliable. Steady. The one who doesn’t crack.I used to take pride in that. Still do, in some ways. But lately, I’m starting to realize how often being solid has meant being silent—about discomfort, about uncertainty, about the slow accumulation of emotional labor that doesn’t announce itself until it demands payment
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