Promises We Made at Seventeen의 모든 챕터: 챕터 1 - 챕터 10

(His POV) I saw her before she saw me. That wasn’t new. What was new was the way my chest tightened when she stepped through the school gates like she was walking into a storm she couldn’t see yet. Arielle moved slower than everyone else, like she was bracing for impact. Like she already knew senior year wouldn’t be kind. I had promised myself I wouldn’t look. I looked anyway. She’d changed. Not in some obvious, dramatic way. It was subtler than that something in how she held herself, like she was carrying too many thoughts for seventeen. The summer had done something to her. Or maybe time had just finally caught up with us. When her eyes met mine, the noise around me disappeared. No smiles. No waves. Just that look. God, that look. It felt like a question I wasn’t ready to answer. I turned away first. I had to. Because if I didn’t, I was going to do something reckless like walk over to her and say all the things I’d buried for years. And I couldn’t afford that. Senior ye

(His POV) I shouldn’t have asked her to study with me. The moment the words left my mouth, I knew I’d crossed a line I’d spent years carefully drawing. But I’d asked anyway because something about the way she’d looked at me in English class made pretending impossible. When she said yes, it felt like my chest finally remembered how to breathe. And panic followed right behind it. All afternoon, my thoughts spiraled. I replayed her smile, her voice, the way she hadn’t hesitated before agreeing. That part scared me most. If she was willing to step closer, it meant I wasn’t the only one feeling this. That meant everything could go wrong. At home, I dropped my backpack by the door and stared at it like it held answers. My house was quiet too quiet. It always was. Mom worked late. My room felt like a waiting space rather than somewhere I belonged. I pulled out my English book and opened to the marked chapter, but the words blurred. Every sentence turned into her name. Every metaphor

(His POV) I knew it was getting dangerous the moment jealousy crossed her face. Not because she had any right to be jealous she didn’t but because it meant she felt something she hadn’t said out loud yet. And if she felt it, then this wasn’t one-sided anymore. That realization hit harder than anything else had so far. All morning, I couldn’t focus. Every class blurred together, my thoughts circling the same truth I’d been trying to outrun: I was losing control of the careful distance I’d built between us. The distance that was supposed to protect both of us. At lunch, my friends joked around like nothing was wrong. Someone asked if I was coming to the game on Friday. Someone else nudged me about college applications. Normal things. Safe things. None of it felt real. Because all I could think about was Arielle standing near the gym, arms crossed, trying and failing to hide how much she cared. I’d seen relief flood her eyes when I explained about my cousin. Relief and somet

(His POV) The problem with promises is that once you make them, you start noticing every moment you come close to breaking them. I noticed everything now. The way Arielle’s laughter lingered a second longer when she was around me. The way her eyes searched my face when I spoke, like she was listening for something beyond the words. The way my name sounded different in her mouth softer, heavier, like it carried meaning neither of us had fully agreed to name. I was the one who suggested honesty. And yet, I was still hiding. Monday morning hit hard. Not because anything bad happened, but because nothing did. Things felt almost too good easy conversations, shared notes, quiet smiles across the classroom. The kind of calm that never lasts. I should’ve known better. During chemistry, a guy from the basketball team leaned across his desk and asked her for a pen. She handed it over politely, smiling. That was it. Nothing inappropriate. Nothing worth reacting to. My chest tightened an

(His POV) I thought choosing her would quiet the noise in my head. Instead, it made everything louder. The hallways felt narrower now, like they were funneling me toward expectations I hadn’t agreed to but somehow inherited the moment Arielle and I stopped pretending. People watched us some curious, some amused, some already convinced they knew how this would end. I hated that part. What I loved what grounded me were the small things. The way she waited for me outside chemistry. The way she listened, really listened, when I talked about college like it wasn’t just a checklist but a fear I carried. The way she didn’t demand more than I could give, even when I sensed she wanted reassurance as badly as I did. But pressure has a way of slipping into the quiet spaces. It started with my friends. “You serious about her?” Jake asked one afternoon as we changed after practice. I shrugged, keeping my tone light. “Yeah.” He nodded like he’d expected that. “Just saying senior year’s al