My life had a soundtrack: a low, constant static.It hummed in the back of my teeth on the subway, spiked into a shriek at crowded bars, and settled into a menacing drone in every office I’d ever worked. Doctors called it anxiety. Therapists suggested mindfulness. I called it the proof that I was wired wrong, a radio forever tuned between stations in a world that broadcasted in perfect, clear signal.Tonight, it was a flatline. The silent kind, right before the crash.I was closing up the florist shop my third failed attempt at a “peaceful” job and the usual urban symphony was gone. No distant sirens, no psychic bleed-over from arguing couples in apartments above, not even the usual pull of awareness from passersby. Just the profound, ringing silence of an empty auditorium. It was more unsettling than the noise.I fumbled with the heavy deadbolt, arms full of lilies that were destined for the compost. Their funeral-sweet scent usually bothered me. Tonight, it was just a scent.That’s
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