Semua Bab His Regret, The Crown's Claim : Bab 1 - Bab 10

~ Risa's POV ~I have been suffocating.Marriage was supposed to bring me happiness but all I felt was loneliness in this cold mansion. I have loved my husband Alpha Cade Grayson since he saved me from rogue wolves and I wanted nothing but to be with him. When I found out we were fated mates and when he finally asked me to be his Luna, I thought my happiness would know no bounds, but for five years of marriage, we have been like strangers. He treats me with respect but that passion…that longing, I have never once felt it from him no matter how much I've tried to get his love. For a month now, his side of the bed had been cold as he hadn't returned home since. His excuses were always the same, saying the pack was demanding and there was too much work to do.So I decided to go see him but I needed an excuse. I meticulously prepared lunch and I hummed joyfully as I packed it up. Maybe when he sees my efforts, he'd soften a bit.I headed for his office when I was done and the g

I stormed out of his office without waiting to see his reaction or hear what he had to say. He didn't try to run after me anyway so that says a lot already. Staying another moment would have meant witnessing his irritation at my inconvenience, instead of any real remorse for my feelings that he had completely shattered. But I was done playing the good wife, done waiting for him and done putting myself last. Now I was going to think only of myself. But that didn't mean I didn't feel heartbroken over everything. I was completely shattered and holding the tears back was the hardest thing. The big pack house which had been my home for five years, now felt like a suffocating cage, it was no longer my home now that I have considered leaving. The thought of staying here for one more second made my stomach clench. Every room felt tainted by his lies, every hallway reminded me of my foolish hopes and dreams. I had thought he'd finally learn to love me and be happy with me, but he was alread

My only hope now was Alpha King Kael. His word was law and his command could break any Alpha’s pride. But then again, what would I give to him in exchange for his help? He certainly wouldn't help me for free. I had never met him but I've heard rumours about how he values his gains more than anything. A sharp knock startled me. Gina entered and she smiled pitifully. It was a look I hated with passion. "Luna, the Alpha says to inform you that the King’s convoy is minutes away. He... he requests you dress properly to welcome him." He's always asked me to be proper, as if I were just a doll to be dusted off for his prestige. "I’m on my way," I said, closing my eyes and sucking in a breath of air that felt like shards of glass. I chose a flowing light green silk dress. It clung to my frame but it was decent enough. As I stood before the full length mirror, I saw the cracks in my soul reflected in my eyes, but I refused to let them reach the surface. My heart was shattered, yes, but my

After that horrible breakfast that I couldn't even enjoy, I stepped out of the dining hall, needing some fresh air and some time away from Cade and his annoying ‘tender loving care’ he shows to Zara right in my face. But it turns out Zara just won't let me breathe. “Risa? A moment, please?" I heard her voice calling out to me. I stopped, and saw her just by the corridor with her hands clasped in front of her. I could see that satisfied grin on her face that she tried to mask with a pitiful look. I could clearly see right through her. Maybe if Cade wasn't so blind, he'd be able to see it too. "I saw your face at the table," she began, her voice hushed, as she neared me. "I felt so terrible about what happened.” She pouted. “Please, don’t be upset with Cade about the nut allergy situation. He’s just so hyper-aware of my safety and you know he’s always been like that.” She grinned while looking me dead in the eyes. “So protective to a fault that sometimes I feel overwhelmed by it.

It was the night of the ball and I was supposed to be getting ready. Two boxes sat on my lounge and I stared at them, weighing my options. Cade had gifted me a pale gold gown for the ball like he said he would. It was undoubtedly beautiful, but I guess I was way too stubborn to swallow my pride and put it on, considering he was only using it as a bribe. Beside it, was the heavy diamond necklace he’d picked out himself, that would go beautifully with the dress. Then there was Kael’s gift resting magnificently on the hanger and a thought crossed my mind. "Luna?" Gina asked softly, her hands hovering over the gold silk. "Shall we prepare the Alpha’s choice? The guests are already beginning to arrive in the Great Hall." I stared at the gold dress, then at the blue one. I guess I had made my choice. "No," I said, my voice cutting through the room’s tension. I pointed to the obsidian case. "Bring me the King’s gift." The servants exchanged a frantic, wide eyed look because they ce