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"Lily—" Emma's voice came out, sharp and steady."I'm not giving you my blessing," Lily said immediately, firmly, in the voice of someone establishing terms. "Don't make it that. It's not mine to give and honestly, the idea that you'd need it is a little insulting to everyone involved."Emma almost smiled."But—" Lily squeezed her hand once, tight and real. "I'm not in the way. I want you to know that. Whatever this is, whatever it becomes, I am not standing in the middle of it."Emma squeezed back.They sat together for a while without speaking, the way you can only sit with someone you've known long enough that silence doesn't require filling. Outside, the afternoon was getting on toward evening. The light through the curtains was going golden."Also," Lily said, "if you ever keep something this significant from me again, I will absolutely riot."Emma laughed. A real one, the first real laugh in days, and Lily's mouth pulled sideways into something that became, reluctantly and genui

Marcus stood up too quickly."Tea," he said. "I'll make tea."It was the most transparent exit Emma had ever witnessed. He didn't even look at Diana when he said it. He looked at Lily, touched her elbow, and steered her toward the kitchen with the careful deliberateness of a man removing someone he loved from a room before something in it could hurt her.Lily went. She glanced back once at Emma — a look that said *I'm sorry* and *be careful* and *I don't know what this is* all at once — and then the kitchen door swung shut behind them and Emma was alone with Diana Blake for the first time.The living room felt different without Marcus in it.Smaller, somehow. More honest.Diana sat down on the couch with the unhurried ease of a woman who had once belonged in this house and had not forgotten how. She set her bag beside her. Crossed one leg over the other. And looked at Emma with those clear, precise eyes that gave nothing away and missed nothing.Emma sat in the chair across from her.

Patricia arrived, but she saw Marcus, and he was wondering how she could get in without knocking. Patricia looked at him and walked. “I will be back soon.”Marcus was taking the photo. Emma didn't know he was doing it. That was the whole truth of it — she had simply been sitting at his kitchen counter with his copy of a dog-eared Hemingway, both hands wrapped around her coffee mug, her hair still damp from the ocean, wearing one of his old grey shirts that fell to mid-thigh. She had been reading something that made her almost-smile, the kind of expression that lives just at the corner of the mouth and doesn't quite commit, and she had been completely, entirely unaware that Marcus was leaning against the doorframe twelve feet away with his phone raised.He posted it without showing her first.Eleven words in the caption: Some things are worth every complicated, difficult, terrifying thing.His account had three hundred followers. Mostly colleagues. A few old university friends. His si

The following night, Emma said: They were on the porch, the good kind of late, the hour when the beach crowd had gone home, and the ocean settled into its quieter register, and the only light came from the house behind them and the stars above. Marcus had his feet up on the railing. Emma had her knees pulled to her chest in the chair beside him. They had been sitting in comfortable silence for twenty minutes, the kind of silence that only exists between two people who have stopped needing to fill space with performance. She had been carrying the word for two weeks. *College.* She set her glass down on the small table between them. "We need to talk about September," she said. The silence changed immediately. Not badly — just differently, the way a room changes when someone turns on a lamp. Marcus lowered his feet from the railing slowly. He didn't look at her right away. He looked at the ocean, and she watched his jaw work slightly, the small involuntary tell she had learned t

The back door was unlocked.Emma noticed it the moment she heard his truck slow on the street — that soft crunch of tires on asphalt she'd memorized without meaning to. She was already in the backyard, sitting on the old wooden steps with her knees pulled to her chest, a paperback face-down beside her that she hadn't actually been reading for twenty minutes.Her father had opened the front door before Marcus even knocked.She hadn't heard what they said to each other. She'd been too far away, too busy convincing her lungs to keep working. But she'd heard the low register of two men exchanging words, and then footsteps through the house, and then her father's voice, calm as anything:"She's in the backyard."And then silence.No lecture. No, I need a moment with you first, Mr. Blake. No manufactured reason to keep him standing in the entryway while her father decided whether he was worth letting through. Just four words and the sound of the back door swinging open on its hinge.Marcus