บททั้งหมดของ The Player’s Hundred Deaths: บทที่ 1 - บทที่ 7

I simply stood and watched Julian quietly.I knew his allergies better than his personal physician, but there was nothing I could do if he decided he was allergic to lemons at that moment.Mila wheeled on me with a vicious glare and splashed the piping hot soup on my face right then. "Are you trying to kill Julian?! What, do you think you'll win if he dies?!"Although I felt the scalding heat tearing through my skin, I frowned and fought against the pain to answer, "I'm sorry."She wouldn't understand no matter what I said anyway, so why not hope for her to kill me so I could return sooner?Behind her, Julian was smiling smugly as he watched me suffer, but he was soon once again the kind-hearted Julian as he caught Mila's wrist to stop her. "That's enough. Ben didn't mean any harm." Mila glared coolly at me nonetheless. "Clean it up."I dropped to a crouch, picking up the glass shards with my bare fingers, not bothered by the pain as the glass cut into my skin.For some reason

Seeing Ben lying in a pool of his own blood, Mila panicked for some reason.Even with the knowledge that Ben could come back to life and to her side, she told her men to subdue the deviant before charging into the room."Ben, wake up! Wake up!"He used to open his eyes again five minutes later, but this time, he seemed not to hear no matter how many times she called his name. Ben's body kept growing colder, and he lay motionless in Mila's arms.She knew full well that he was clearly dead, but she didn't believe it—why would Ben leave her?She had just promised to marry him, and they would be together forever!In reality, she had fallen in love with him a long time ago, but she was born a cold person and could only use Julian to test Ben repeatedly.It was only when Ben returned to her every time that Mila became truly satisfied and had long since been convinced Ben really loved her.But why was he dead when she was earnestly willing to accept her?With Ben still in her arms,

I replied. "Yes."In fact, the longer I stayed with Mila, the more sickened I was.Always talking, always hurting—that was how her affection went, and I'd really rather live without it."It's all a lie—I was just pretending. Can't Julian just take my place now that I'm gone?"Mila was staring at me obsessively, a tear trickling down her cheek despite her usual coldness. "I never loved him."The System did tell me that Julian was arrested under Mila's orders for his many crimes, and that she had punished every person who hurt me after I died, virtually becoming a reaper in the city.But who did she think she was kidding?Wasn't she the one who hurt me the most?Nonetheless, she took me home by force, feeding me with the best food but locking me up and forbidding me from taking one step outside.Every night, she would hold me firmly in her arms as she fell asleep, the only way to keep her calm.Leaning against my chest, she purred, "Just forget about everything else, okay? Le