Elena's POVHe asked on a Thursday evening, standing in the doorway of my apartment after one of the twice-weekly visits, coat on and keys in hand."I would like to cook dinner sometime," he said. "Here. If that is acceptable."I looked at him."You cook?" I said.Something moved across his face. Not quite embarrassment. More the expression of someone who has made a statement they cannot fully back up and knows it."I cook," he said. "Adequately."I thought about this for a moment. The twice-weekly visits had established themselves well enough. He came, he brought food, he read, he asked careful questions about the pregnancy, he left at nine. The pattern was working because it was contained. Inviting him to cook in my kitchen was a different thing, a smaller intimacy than it sounded but an intimacy nonetheless, the specific vulnerability of watching someone be bad at something in your own space."Saturday," I said. "Six o'clock."He nodded. He left.I closed the door and stood in the
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